reallysorry

Another friday goes by and it feels as if im missing something inside. This life is becoming really routine and to be honest quite boring. I hate to admit it but I have to find some new friends or at least a new bunch of people to hang out with. Now don't get me wrong, my friends are un parralleled but don't you ever have those feelings were your just like, "I can't stand doing this all the time. You guys are boring, Let's do something good." Well if you haven't then i congratulate you but holy smokes i have that sense of feeling almost everyday.

So tonite we went to my friends house as we always do and we played some poker and drank a little bit. Well i didn't feel like drinking because I'm so tired of everything being the same. So everyone else got pretty hammered and I just had a good time winning in hold'em. I love texas hold'em, whoever invented that game deserves a half-dozen cookies.

You wanna know something, I wish i lived in the states because I envision it to be a lot more diversified in the sense that up here in Canada, its pretty much the same everywhere you go. Mind you places like Montreal, Toronto, and especially Vancouver are f*ckin good times indeed. But if you don't live in a big city shit is ridiculous. I wanna find people that enjoy the same music as I do, share the same interests and whatever else but I'm either living in a cave or i need to leave this shitass city.

I should probably stop mumbling on and on about this so I'm gonna go play my drums for a bit and then hit the hay.

Cheers