Love What You Do... Do Who You Love
I love my job...I can't imagine any other job being as fun, as rewarding, and involving. The intensity of working a live show with all the audience cheering ( We only have Standing ovations on Les Mis - It's really amazing. This experience coupled with the beautiful woman I've met thru the show has elevated this production into my top 10 life experiences ) And now, having sex regularly... I realise that it's true... I've been replacing sex with the rush of the audience.
I ended up for last call tonight at the 2 parrots.. the dive bar down the street. Ran into a bunch of old drinking buddies and I just had to tell them how wonderful summer 2009 is being. It's uncouth to talk about the girl to strangers so... I went on about the show and my work. They, their new friends always ask about who I've met. Who's the coolest ( The Dali Lama ) and who the biggest turd ( I'm going to be a gentleman here and let that one go...) But, for me it isn't the celebrity action. It's the erector set aspect of the job, and the rush of hundreds of thousands of audience members there, in the moment, enjoying their favourite show or band. And that I'm so much an intergral part of that experience for them. I give great show... and they get a great rush. And I realise now.. that's pretty much what sex is to me as well.
But, still I want to tell the world about how I lust after Catherine....
I love being dominate (but gentle) in the bedroom...I enjoy setting the scene... telling my fantasies.... Walking her to her bedroom... undressing her....kissing her.. telling her how genuinely beautiful she is...finding new ways to touch her.... with all of me... Making her wet... gets me hard... It makes me feel male, getting her to me mine. And even then... prisoner of my sex... all I still want to do is please her..... lick her.....fuck her til she comes over and over... hold on, working so hard to be as hard as I can..
And then finally.... Thrust after deep thrust... trusting in her welcoming me inside her over and over. All while drinking in her intense sexy beauty thru my eyes and my touch. Reveling in her glorious body over and over. To where I can hold out no longer.... And at that moment... there's the best release of my life. This release I have dreamed of, wondered about intensely ]since I first looked at a girl as a GIRL, way back when I was 11.
Right now There's really two things I could do all day Work the show or have sex with Catherine. The best dream day right now it to have both experiences in the same span of life.
I love my job...I can't imagine any other job being as fun, as rewarding, and involving. The intensity of working a live show with all the audience cheering ( We only have Standing ovations on Les Mis - It's really amazing. This experience coupled with the beautiful woman I've met thru the show has elevated this production into my top 10 life experiences ) And now, having sex regularly... I realise that it's true... I've been replacing sex with the rush of the audience.
I ended up for last call tonight at the 2 parrots.. the dive bar down the street. Ran into a bunch of old drinking buddies and I just had to tell them how wonderful summer 2009 is being. It's uncouth to talk about the girl to strangers so... I went on about the show and my work. They, their new friends always ask about who I've met. Who's the coolest ( The Dali Lama ) and who the biggest turd ( I'm going to be a gentleman here and let that one go...) But, for me it isn't the celebrity action. It's the erector set aspect of the job, and the rush of hundreds of thousands of audience members there, in the moment, enjoying their favourite show or band. And that I'm so much an intergral part of that experience for them. I give great show... and they get a great rush. And I realise now.. that's pretty much what sex is to me as well.
But, still I want to tell the world about how I lust after Catherine....
I love being dominate (but gentle) in the bedroom...I enjoy setting the scene... telling my fantasies.... Walking her to her bedroom... undressing her....kissing her.. telling her how genuinely beautiful she is...finding new ways to touch her.... with all of me... Making her wet... gets me hard... It makes me feel male, getting her to me mine. And even then... prisoner of my sex... all I still want to do is please her..... lick her.....fuck her til she comes over and over... hold on, working so hard to be as hard as I can..
And then finally.... Thrust after deep thrust... trusting in her welcoming me inside her over and over. All while drinking in her intense sexy beauty thru my eyes and my touch. Reveling in her glorious body over and over. To where I can hold out no longer.... And at that moment... there's the best release of my life. This release I have dreamed of, wondered about intensely ]since I first looked at a girl as a GIRL, way back when I was 11.
Right now There's really two things I could do all day Work the show or have sex with Catherine. The best dream day right now it to have both experiences in the same span of life.
