realistic67

Belfegore... All That I Wanted

When faced with girl problems.. I regress to junior high-school desires... the band that made me want to always be a punk....


In further internal conversations with myself, over the last few days. Regarding the flirting with Nat that's transpired thease past weeks. Three new rules when it comes to flirting backstage ( Outside of : 1. Gut instinct rules. 2. Keep it light. 3. Don't Read Too Much Into It / Over think it. - which I ignored. )

4. Don't escalate Kino without... Positive gut instinct over the outcome.
5. Ask her to drinks/or a ride home earlier ( but only once or twice and scale back the flirtation if the invitation ( s) is/are not accepted.
6. Keep it all to drive bys ( flirt then get the hell out of there... and flirt with someone else. )

All of which will help keep the one-it-us that I keep experiencing over women to a bare minimum.

And.. If it's work flirting. Help stop it all from affecting my career path / work rep.

Really, for the next few days I just have to realize I dodged the bullet on this. Because this easily ( especially if she was a younger actress ) could have made it back to Stage - Management and reports. Which would not look good in my favour.

I hate the double standard as it affects me more directly. But, while women refuse to accept any responsibility for the results of flirtation ( for the most part good or bad ) I've got to watch my back when it comes to work flirting.