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realistic67

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Tuesday Feb 10, 2009

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Here I Go Again....

I smile to a woman on the street and that person thinks I'm about to ask her for spare change....
We soldier on.... Disconnected... connecting were we can in that rare light of the moment or emboldened by loud music , flashing lights... liquor. Yet far too often trying too hard in the wrong place at the wrong time. For what we believe is all the right reasons....But, later really knowing... it was the wrong sort of mix.

Why do we do this? Especially after having our hearts broken by that once significant " Other" The one who we defined our selves to and about. Who years later... they're very, shadowed, non existant presence reminds us all of a reacouring bad dream. Yet we know him or her to be too real, to our past touch, to really try again if we ask ourselves.....

SO why did I write you?????

bedwelld:
I'm not sure I understood any of that.
Feb 12, 2009
_risforrad:
We live in a really wierd disconnected society. I used to love meeting friendly people on the street when I'd go wandering around on weekends, but the older I get the more I've started to avoid eye contact cause it's easier.... but then you start to miss the kindness and connection that comes with being part of a community.

Hi. Saw you in the No friends group.
Feb 15, 2009

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