Low Man....
So the Ballet British Columbia is back... But, they're really cost conscious... As is everyone in 2009. So, they cut back after about 7 hours on the deck. And with every Vancouver touring group sheltering in town due to the economy sucking huge down south. There's a bunch of senior road crew guys working the setup. And, for the first time in a...
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So the Ballet British Columbia is back... But, they're really cost conscious... As is everyone in 2009. So, they cut back after about 7 hours on the deck. And with every Vancouver touring group sheltering in town due to the economy sucking huge down south. There's a bunch of senior road crew guys working the setup. And, for the first time in a...
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agy:
Yeah, thanks for the comment on my set.. I think!
Belfegore... All That I Wanted
When faced with girl problems.. I regress to junior high-school desires... the band that made me want to always be a punk....
In further internal conversations with myself, over the last few days. Regarding the flirting with Nat that's transpired thease past weeks. Three new rules when it comes to flirting backstage ( Outside of : 1. Gut instinct rules....
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When faced with girl problems.. I regress to junior high-school desires... the band that made me want to always be a punk....
In further internal conversations with myself, over the last few days. Regarding the flirting with Nat that's transpired thease past weeks. Three new rules when it comes to flirting backstage ( Outside of : 1. Gut instinct rules....
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thora:
Cheers!
I am (still) SO 80's.
Love it!
I am (still) SO 80's.
Love it!
_risforrad:
I liked that music video - it was cool how the buildings kept switching from left to right but the water was always in the background.... I guess that part would make more sense if I knew the locations they shot in. The running reminded me of all my favorite zombie apocalypse movies/stories.
Saw "He's just not that into you" last night - very poignant reminder of all the trials and tribulations of dating.... considering that it was basicaly just a cheesy light hearted chick flick!
Saw "He's just not that into you" last night - very poignant reminder of all the trials and tribulations of dating.... considering that it was basicaly just a cheesy light hearted chick flick!
Push Me... Pull You
It was going great... The pretty actress backstage was all smiles and flirtation all this last week. Hell, she started it, touching and teasing me first. Later when we all went for food between shows. She didn't freak out about the P.A. ( Prince Albert I have - She even asked questions... After I asked her about the tattoos I noticed...
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It was going great... The pretty actress backstage was all smiles and flirtation all this last week. Hell, she started it, touching and teasing me first. Later when we all went for food between shows. She didn't freak out about the P.A. ( Prince Albert I have - She even asked questions... After I asked her about the tattoos I noticed...
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Here I Go Again....
I smile to a woman on the street and that person thinks I'm about to ask her for spare change....
We soldier on.... Disconnected... connecting were we can in that rare light of the moment or emboldened by loud music , flashing lights... liquor. Yet far too often trying too hard in the wrong place at the wrong time. For what...
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I smile to a woman on the street and that person thinks I'm about to ask her for spare change....
We soldier on.... Disconnected... connecting were we can in that rare light of the moment or emboldened by loud music , flashing lights... liquor. Yet far too often trying too hard in the wrong place at the wrong time. For what...
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bedwelld:
I'm not sure I understood any of that.
_risforrad:
We live in a really wierd disconnected society. I used to love meeting friendly people on the street when I'd go wandering around on weekends, but the older I get the more I've started to avoid eye contact cause it's easier.... but then you start to miss the kindness and connection that comes with being part of a community.
Hi. Saw you in the No friends group.
Hi. Saw you in the No friends group.
Opening Night...
Some opening nights I do well. When I'm with a huge crew of guys and I'm socially adapted at making new friends. But, in a new venue ( for me...) and working a show where I'm really their due to a contractual situation.
This show could have operated without a HP person. But, it makes up for all the times I've been run...
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Some opening nights I do well. When I'm with a huge crew of guys and I'm socially adapted at making new friends. But, in a new venue ( for me...) and working a show where I'm really their due to a contractual situation.
This show could have operated without a HP person. But, it makes up for all the times I've been run...
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Fools Gold...
So, It's a very easy show for me. Head Props is all mop, sweep , make coffee and prep the theatrical pistol if the Head Carpenter is busy. Set out the fake blood and wait till near the end of the show. Where I have to rig one of the actresses so it looks like she's impaled or hanging from a door hook....
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So, It's a very easy show for me. Head Props is all mop, sweep , make coffee and prep the theatrical pistol if the Head Carpenter is busy. Set out the fake blood and wait till near the end of the show. Where I have to rig one of the actresses so it looks like she's impaled or hanging from a door hook....
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The Art Of Murder....
No that's just the title of the show I'm working on.... But, it makes me wonder about the perfect crime.
The show's about an egotistic Artist who wants to kill his overbearing, abusive, user agent. And plots his demise with his wife. Without knowing that there's a double-cross involved between his loved ones and his agent. As they know his art...
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No that's just the title of the show I'm working on.... But, it makes me wonder about the perfect crime.
The show's about an egotistic Artist who wants to kill his overbearing, abusive, user agent. And plots his demise with his wife. Without knowing that there's a double-cross involved between his loved ones and his agent. As they know his art...
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Boys Who Dig Girls.. Who dig Boys When... They're Girls
So I pulled on the PVC and Rubber and went to Sin City ( As I'm working next month and will miss their Valentine's Day Event I'm certain. )
Without my regular fetish friends It's a bit lonely. I have no spur to press me on to say anything. You think this would be easy....
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So I pulled on the PVC and Rubber and went to Sin City ( As I'm working next month and will miss their Valentine's Day Event I'm certain. )
Without my regular fetish friends It's a bit lonely. I have no spur to press me on to say anything. You think this would be easy....
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sonja:
aww thanks
meshell:
too bad you missed us it was fun!!!
Plentyoffish...Sure
So, I've been trying the personals ...Again. Once more, other than making a few out of country email friends in Thailand and Estonia ( Don't get me wrong they're both cute, just thousands of miles away to properly date ) It's been ...well...Nothing
Mind you I'm getting really used to online rejection. ( even the women with kids don't reply ) I don't think...
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So, I've been trying the personals ...Again. Once more, other than making a few out of country email friends in Thailand and Estonia ( Don't get me wrong they're both cute, just thousands of miles away to properly date ) It's been ...well...Nothing
Mind you I'm getting really used to online rejection. ( even the women with kids don't reply ) I don't think...
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sonja:
wtf? 'even the women with kids don't reply' why would you write that? do you think women with kids are SOOO desperate that they cant afford to reject someone?? and bigger girls are not supposed to do burlesque? i dont understand that whole blog...no offense here but i think overall you should work on yourself before starting to look for a women.but thats just my two cents..
Man Tries To Understand What The Hell Went Wrong....
So, I take the evening off... ( yes I could have worked... I chose not to... Oh sweet uncomplicated work...) and go to the first Sin City of 2009. Maybe this is a special night... maybe destiny...naw... that never happens. I think too much and miss my opening as always.
I'm checking out this girl -...
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So, I take the evening off... ( yes I could have worked... I chose not to... Oh sweet uncomplicated work...) and go to the first Sin City of 2009. Maybe this is a special night... maybe destiny...naw... that never happens. I think too much and miss my opening as always.
I'm checking out this girl -...
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wanderlustt:
Maybe she liked you, but is in a relationship.
Or just crazy and inconsiderate
Or just crazy and inconsiderate
bedwelld:
Women will forever be a mystery.
2009
Well, I staved off the Christmas depression well enough. I've been avoiding writing here about my thoughts regarding being alone over the holidays. I wanted to hold a lot of feeling in. Let it all seep through before just writing and rambling on. Plus with family and shows I had little time to connect with here.
Vancouver had snow over the Christmas week. The...
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Well, I staved off the Christmas depression well enough. I've been avoiding writing here about my thoughts regarding being alone over the holidays. I wanted to hold a lot of feeling in. Let it all seep through before just writing and rambling on. Plus with family and shows I had little time to connect with here.
Vancouver had snow over the Christmas week. The...
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Loss Of Self....
One of the reason I always work ever Xmas is the fear of loss of self. Christmas is a trying time for those who have no deep connections with another special human being. The stigma of being alone...part of the fault is western society. We build what is just a a winter celibration up from nothing..... We expect connection where there never...
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One of the reason I always work ever Xmas is the fear of loss of self. Christmas is a trying time for those who have no deep connections with another special human being. The stigma of being alone...part of the fault is western society. We build what is just a a winter celibration up from nothing..... We expect connection where there never...
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wanderlustt:
You always write so beautifully, exemplifying the pain you're experiencing. Hugs. I hope you find something or someway to be happy about this season, SG and it's member's will always be there for you.
