c'mon. don't diss florida.
florida is tight. you just haven't found it yet. and once you do, all you will say is...
"Don't fuck with me! I'm from Florida!"
It's quite liberating, I swear.
Try it.
You defiantly sound like you are in need of some type of change in your life. Maybe it is time to move, and in some sort of odd way, get a new chapter in your life started!? With the issue of meeting you mom face to face, a good friend of mine has the exact same feelings right now. She grew up having some trouble with her mom almost trying to run every aspect of her life and your story sounds almost exactly the same. All I can say is I can sympathize with how you are feeling right now.
I do understand if you dont have the time to write back to everyone all the time, or even read a book. You have enough personal shit going on at the moment that you have to get that taken care of first. It happens sometimes you just gotta take care of yourself right now and do what it takes to be happy.
At least know this: You have a lot of things going on right now and you do seem like you take a lot of things to heart, maybe even more then people probably realize that you do. The main thing to remember is, no matter how bad things get just remember you do have many people on here that do care about you and are trying to help as much as we can. Even if we are 100s of miles away and have never met you in person, we are all here for you.
florida is tight. you just haven't found it yet. and once you do, all you will say is...
"Don't fuck with me! I'm from Florida!"
It's quite liberating, I swear.
Try it.
You defiantly sound like you are in need of some type of change in your life. Maybe it is time to move, and in some sort of odd way, get a new chapter in your life started!? With the issue of meeting you mom face to face, a good friend of mine has the exact same feelings right now. She grew up having some trouble with her mom almost trying to run every aspect of her life and your story sounds almost exactly the same. All I can say is I can sympathize with how you are feeling right now.
I do understand if you dont have the time to write back to everyone all the time, or even read a book. You have enough personal shit going on at the moment that you have to get that taken care of first. It happens sometimes you just gotta take care of yourself right now and do what it takes to be happy.
At least know this: You have a lot of things going on right now and you do seem like you take a lot of things to heart, maybe even more then people probably realize that you do. The main thing to remember is, no matter how bad things get just remember you do have many people on here that do care about you and are trying to help as much as we can. Even if we are 100s of miles away and have never met you in person, we are all here for you.
Take care