rdpixie

Aggh enough of that! Blah blah blah! No point in complaining about things unless you try and do something to sort it out.

I called in sick to work today. I never call in sick when I'm sick. Last time I called in sick was cause I didn't feel like facing the world and today was the same. Now I'm annoyed at myself because thats absolutely ridiculous and I know I'm better than that. Well, that was half the reason I called in sick. The other half was I had these REALLY fucked up nightmares which when I woke left me feeling really sick and really scared. Too scared to leave me room. And everytime I closed my eyes I kept having flashes of images form my nightmares and could not get back to sleep. Fuct up. I'm hoping to not have a repeat performance tonight.

I've got a notebook and I've written lots of things in it. Things to do and not to do. Targets and goals and plans.

I'm not quite sure what the end achievement is but I'm working on it.

A big thankyou to Strawberry_bomb for being awesome!

And on a final note, I love Comic Relief and I sadly realised for the first time in my memory I'm not going to be wathcing it. Thankfully its because I'm going to have an awesome night out instead. Thank god my DVD recorder has over 12 hours of space so I can record the whole thing and pretend its happening on the saturday instead!

If you did not see Robert Webb's performance for Let's Dance Comic Relief you must watch it now!



Disturbing and awesome all at once!

Now I'm going to watch Grease and Saturday Night Fever and try and relax and be ready to take on the world tomorrow. I have to - its pancake day and the pancakes are round Sophies!!!!