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Friday May 16, 2008

May 16, 2008
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Sometimes you really should listen to the people around you because sometimes you are so blinded by its existance that you can't see the situation you are in. I have realised you should never just accept things the way they are. Just because they are does not mean they should be. It is human to just accept things for what they are and give up on anything else. Thankfully its also human to question everything and I'm so very glad that I do.

I had that moment of realisation and suddenly I was suffocating. I held my breath and felt my heart beat slow to a dull thud and on the brink of asphyxiation, when the light had almost extinguished, I took the most painful breath. It burned but it brought me freedom. I'm learning to breathe all over again.

I'm going through change right now. Every few years I feel like I have these moment that define me. They are terrifying and exhilarating. I imagine its what butterflies feel like when they come out of their chrysalis changed. I don't people ever stop finding out new things about themselves. I don't think people ever stop changing. And I think thats awesome.

Sorry I felt like writing something melodramatic - everything is amazing and terrible all at once.

Have a fantabulous weekend and I will see you on the other side!

kiss
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narshada:
I enjoyed reading that.


everything is amazing and terrible all at once.



Yep, that pretty much nails it.

May 17, 2008
sinope:
Hello lovely lady ... I miss drinking cocktail pitchers with you frown!
May 18, 2008

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