rcrx

As I wrote before lately my life has been a series of ongoing live-action flamewars. For my part, I wanted to talk about the issues and my frustrations and was shut down. So I went a different route and joined another equally frustrated friend in his invitation to gather the people involved for a beer and just clear the air. For one reason or another that never happened. Instead it became a formal meeting and he and I were ambushed and accused of wanting to get someone fired and being troublemakers. It was a horrible experience in which, once things were talked about rationally, it became somewhat productive. In the end though permanent enemies were made and since then my very participation in this non-profit for which I've volunteered for 7 years is now in question. this has been going on for more than a month. more than a month of being harassed by one particular person who is unfortunately about to get voted back in which means my life will be hell. I should just leave, but I've agreed to coach the High School kids and there is no way I'm leaving them without a coach.

I'm so confused, hurt and angry that I don't even know what to say. I've made some apologies I've genuinely tried to mend fences and I don't think it's going to help.