Tonight Im refusing to sleep till I'm tired. Fuck this forcing myself to sleep. Im a human fucking being, I should get tired at some point.
I got a really all over the place day tomorrow, some good and some very bad. Having a BBQ with a couple of homies, which should be great. Then I have therapy in the evening, and then an awkward meeting with someone.
I dont like the stress and messyness that comes at the end of a relationship. Its so horrible.
I just keep reminding myself I have a gig on thursday and it will be awesome. So stay in there.
I think Im gonna waste the night surfing the net till I sleep. Wish me luck.
I got a really all over the place day tomorrow, some good and some very bad. Having a BBQ with a couple of homies, which should be great. Then I have therapy in the evening, and then an awkward meeting with someone.
I dont like the stress and messyness that comes at the end of a relationship. Its so horrible.
I just keep reminding myself I have a gig on thursday and it will be awesome. So stay in there.
I think Im gonna waste the night surfing the net till I sleep. Wish me luck.
Still awake?
Enjoy your gig and BBQ
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