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Tuesday Apr 21, 2009

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I just sniffed some smelling sorts, wosssssshh. Fun times.
It's something I was suggested to use when I'm feeling depersonalised from the world. A way to bring me back to reality. It certainly provoked a reaction.

I need a job and some hobbies, my lifes tooo boring right now. But I have to take the first step to rediscover myself.

Saw my therapist today who is going to recommend my GP to send me to a Neuraligist to get an EKG scan, make sure my brain waves are all intact. She feels I am suffering from some form of mingrane possibly that causes these senses of depersonalisation, which has then created my panic attacks.

Jesus, this is all very confusing. I just need to try and relax and trust everyone.

Its too hot and sunny, and I'm not muscely enough to walk around with my top off. Damn you sun, you win again.
sjofn_:
you are very sweet , they did send me home though thank you
Apr 21, 2009
sjofn_:
who cares what you look like just be happy with your self, I don't know if I ever heard of a think of migraine causeing depression ? but i'm not a doctor, good luck with that.

You need to trust people
Apr 21, 2009

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