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Listening to MxPx On The Cover 2 after a night of Fifa, takeaway and relaxing. Best Saturday night I've had in a long time.

Now I'm tiring myself out so the easter bunny will come and leave me chocolate doo doo's. In the form of eggs.

Though Tacos my bunny is already leaving me tiny suprises. But she doesnt poo chocolate sadly. I still love...
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I got my paint on today.

Two walls done, one left. Magnolia is a very bright neutral colour, kinda like cum. Just me?

Gonna get my sleep on and paint this other fucker tomorrow.

Can't wait to never paint again.

I need a bath and radox, that will be my prize tomorrow.

Today flew by cos I actually kept myself busy.

Been listening to Green Day's 'Insomniac' album. Thats the soundtrack of my year at the moment since I'm suffering from panic attacks.

Went to my mates for lunch where we talked shit and ate take away. I had a Half pounder and chips, nice and unhealthy.

Then went and got some paint, as I painted my...
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Today I wake up with these questions plaging me.

How do we understand words?
How do we understand feelings?
How do we understand ourselves?
How do we understand others?
How do we understand the world?
How do we give our life's meaning?
How do we know what to do?
Why do somethings make us happy and somethings make us sad?
Can we forget or lose...
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Wowza band rehearsal was a rollercoaster.

Recorded five tracks today. Worked my ass off. Hopefully the tracks captured the weird energy we had today. Nick's was from drinking too much Relentless. I like my energy drinks Redbull style, unless it's a vodka and redbull that causes fights.

Gotta redo all my vocals as I sounded bad today. But the guitar's came out sexy. And the...
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Off to band rehearsal in a bit.

I feel a sore throat coming on.

Oh well take it like a man Rich.

A week of work, reading and anxiety groups over.

Now a weekend of food, music and television awates.

God I suck at being productive. Some day I'll figure it all out.

Death Cab for Cutie's new EP 'The Open Door' is amazing. Very relaxing, soothing, calm and creative. Beutifully colourful in texture. I recommend it to anyone. See what you think.

Monday it is,
new week and more things that need to be done.

I got some lyrics done today that I'd been dragging my feet on, one down, three more to go.

Gotta get more work too, posted some ads for more clients but may have to get another job to pay the bills. There's an opening at 'pets at home', I think I will...
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Boo Yeah, I'm an uncle for the third time, another little niece. Awesome. So glad for my sis, she's been in laber for like 2days.

Going out bowling tonight, gonna take those damn pins down. Should be a fun night.

Hope everyone else has an awesome Friday night.

Back in East London after visiting me pregnant sis in Chessington.

Had a really good time, played the pub quiz though we done very bad, ate lots of yummy fatty food, bought lots of books, got me haircut which I love, walked the dogs and just chilled out.

Was really nice getting out of East London and just being somewhere else for a while.

Back...
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Wow, it's pissing down big time outside. English weather is mental. Sun all weekend, now serious rain.

The weekend was a funny one, had work saturday morning teaching kids guitar. Then had my niece's first birthday which was good fun. Cake, bbq food and family, good times. We then watched spurs beat chelsea which really was awesome. After that I saw my friend and caught...
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Today was a whole day of nothingness.

Spent most of the day on the web. Played a bit of guitar, ate some hot dogs, phoned my sister and watched some Dexter.

All this spare time gives my brain too much thinking time to go mental about absolutely nothing.

Well, I think I'll spend tonight eating some dinner, watching some more Dexter, maybe read my Kevin...
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