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Saturday Jun 24, 2006

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So the trainwreck received no comments. Either no one reads this blog or the respect for my privacy is enough no one pestered me for being a tease.

I hate to talk too much about trainwrecks, because my whole belief system is pretty out there, largely because of the trainwrecks.

When you have a universe that is akin to the ouroboros as part of your cosmology, it's difficult to explain simply.

I want to boil down the trainwreck and the potential wreck awaiting me.

Wreck #1: a loved one suffering from cancer, a romance doomed to end, ambitions and intentions which never achieved fruition, mixed with a good dose of bad timing.

Wreck #2: a loved one suffering from cancer, my sister's marriage ending, and the general thousand shocks that flesh is heir to, manifest in loved ones thousands of miles away.

It's a little cleansing to talk about it. I love the movie Fight Club, and I think of it a lot. I'll never be Tyler Durden, doing something about the things that bother me and leading a revolution. However, I don't want to become a slave to fear or self-pity like "Jack."

May the tracks that you ride be free from wrecks, or the cars you've built for the train be well padded when the unavoidable occurs.
subrosa:
Thank you.
Jun 27, 2006

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