razzell

Not much has happened in the last week.

I had started reading Kurt Cobains journals when I realized a page had been torn out.I was so pissed,because it's an hour 1/2 drive to the Books A Million where I bought it. When I got there and exchanged it, I realized the reason it had been torn out was for a sketch that he had drawn.I guess someone wanted to frame it and hang it on their wall.

My biological father just came into town,and decided to pop in for a visit.I guess since he's getting older he's decided to try and get to know me,although he never made any effort while I was growing up.It's always a bit awkward when he does this,since I really have no idea what to talk about.I have a lot of questions i'd like to ask,but right now I don't know how to go about saying what's on my mind.In some ways i'd like to develope some sort of relationship with him,but there are still several issues that i'm having trouble getting past.The main one being
Where the hell was he all of those years when I was growing up?
I guess it's just something i'm going to have to deal with.I'm just not very good with confrontation.

On a lighter note.I love the Dave Chappell show.I laughed my ass off tonight! It's always nice to have some comic relief from a crappy day.