razorshimmy

Yep, I've got war-like blood in my veins, too, Edmond.
Creepy fuck. Sad that I can even relate.
Isn't Jeffery Coombs the shit?
Ah, also, people, tonight, I'm thinking about paying for sex. I mean, sure, for those of you that get the above references, Mamet doesn't help, at present. I mean, paying for sex, it seems to say a lot about the nature of...
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Ahah, hahaha, ha-haha-ha.
Yet another idea has struck me on my walk to The Mellow Mushroom (The last I think I'll be able to make for a little while. Funds are tight till I get a grown-up job that pays more than six bucks an hour, as my wonderful, wonderful DJ job did.). I was recalling watching Dead Man's Shoes with Kevin the other night,...
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What happened to my rants?
Looking through my blog entries on this site, one would probably think I was a vitally unhappy person. It's really pretty funny how not true this is, and the few people that I so far manage to communicate with regularly on this site with could probably figure that out. I have several blogs online, however, and this happens to be...
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Oh, gods, what do I do? Where are you, anyway? What the fuck is going on?
This is pathetic, and now, I'm bleeding out.
Something is very wrong here.

A few disturbing realizations tonight, and probably the most emo of the morose ranting that I've had to say lately. I think I realized what it is tonight that kept me from getting back together with my ex, despite how much I would frequently like to try, is because I think I needed to see how long it would take for me to fade out...
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I had a post all worked out. I wonder where that went...
I vaguely recally that it involved my shame at, having referred to myself as a hobbyist in the area of religious history, and having once been a pretty devout Christian, I got something as simple as the Lord's prayer mixed up with the 23rd Psalm. Of course, the fact that most of my...
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Cain slew Abel.
While I am certainly not a Christian, Religious history is a definet hobby of mine. As often as possible, I try to take the concepts, stories, and themes present in the various religions and apply them, or maybe just consider how they relate to everyday life. In this instance, it's amazing to consider the implications.
Human beings are a deviation, in history....
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Currently, it makes me wonder if people can't love one another without a degree of ignorance between them. I don't mean the sort of love that you feel for your friends. I regard that type of love as no less important than the kind I speak of, but specifically I'm talking about that sort of love that people dream of, that I've certainly dreamed of,...
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Have you ever taken a moment to consider how everything that makes you feel good can make you feel incredibly shitty in the same breath? If that's not the case, if you look at that statement and say, "Oh, that's not at all true", then you probably haven't ever really felt good, or thought about the things that make you feel good. Your probably like...
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The best we can hope for is to be aware of the decay. If we're aware, then there is some slight hope that we might be able to make an impact in the things that we see around us, affecting the massive change that's occurring all around us, all the time. People seem to be quite eager to assume that change is a gradual, slow...
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