razorpsych

i've got well and truly addicted to this site. i have been here a week and finally got in the sguk site, yay!
I went to decadence at gossips in soho last night and had an interesting time. I couldn't afford alcohol so what i did was use a pill that i had left over from new years day. That was not a good idea. yes, i was happy and smiley, but glam rock and heavy metal really does not mix with a pill. i think i peaked during guns and roses 'sweet child of mine' and alice cooper's 'poison' but otherwise i way too up. i needed a bit of trance. note to self- don't do that again. I was talking to this other asian guy called stuart who was also on pills- i guess we attract each other, and asked what my name was three times during the conversation and also asked how long me and my girlfriend were going out 4 times! then he put his head on my shoulder and said that i felt like his uncle. I wanted to be as fucked as that i guess, because its been a few months without any chemicals, but in a way i was glad i wasn't.
Also wrote an essay to flux in ten minutes in order to get in her group i had to spare before going out, i got the title of the book wrong! yeah well. i think its kinda pretentious that people demand an essay from you in order to get in their group but i did it anyway cos i was bored.