razorfist

Things change.
Things go away.
Things become different.
Pains still stay.

You see what you want.
You hear what you want.
You see the World as you desire it to be.
And you act as if I am a pawn in your life
without one of my own.

You dont fucking know me.
Most never will.
And those that do
seem to dissappoint
so whats the point
in showing myself
to veiled people
anymore

Leave me alone
let me hurt
You've done all you can
and now, I must
shove you away
and live
for me

For all I have trusted you
and cared for you
and I know I failed
because I couldnt FIX you
I will miss you
I will walk away
I will live

I hate you
I love you
I hate it
I loved it

You will be part
of who I became
forever

and I fucking HATE it
but I LOVED it
and so
I cant hate you forever
but for now
I NEED to
forgive me


and to all who read this, Pamela Arcand will be missed in my life.

I dont say it enough to the rest of you, but I care for you all.
Be well. Be Amazing.