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razorchild

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Friday Jun 24, 2005

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Not going to type much right now; my brain is a little mushy from sleeping during the day and being awake at night.

Why do people who live off of food stamps take out loans to goto college? It seems like priorities are a little out of phase.

On another note, I haven't shaved in weeks. I hate how I look. But I can't shave because I keep taking off the skin. It's like the people who wash their hands compulsively, scrubbing them until they bleed: I run the razor across my face again and again, but I can still see the hairs and it drives me nuts so I run the razor yet again... process repeats.

So what it comes down to is that I'm at war with myself: fear of being compelled to rip off layer and layer of skin and sheer disgust with how I look. So far fear is winning.

- RC
violently:
go get waxed?
Jun 24, 2005

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