Sunday Apr 22, 2012

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Thank you everyone for the positive thoughts. I retract my former statement about not having good news...the good news is I am alive and have a beautiful family and I really shouldnt be such a downer lol
tactical:
I'm looking this change in outlook wink
silenttype86:
Glad to see your changing your outlook. It can be hard sometimes, but its much healthier to focus on positives than negatives. Something I should remember to do for myself more often.

Saturday Apr 21, 2012

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I hurt my back really bad today frown
still hoping for a better job offer I have sent in over 50 resumes and still no luck
work has been very little money
sorry no good news
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ron4164:
Hope your back is ok.
Good luck with the job hunt too! kiss kiss love
kts:
A hurt back all ways sucks hope you get too feeling better soon

Friday Apr 20, 2012

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Everybody's waiting
Everybody's watching
Even when you're sleeping
Keep your ey-eyes open

The tricky thing
Is yesterday we were just children
Playing soldiers
Just pretending
Dreaming dreams with happy endings
In backyards, winning battles with our wooden swords
But now we've stepped into a cruel world
Where everybody stands and keeps score

Keep your eyes open

Everybody's waiting for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching to...
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tactical:
Very cool

Thursday Apr 12, 2012

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I really feel as though I am at the end of my sanity rope. To put it blatantly being an adult sucks ass! I miss the days of being a child and mommy and daddy could always make it better, or even a teenager when it only felt like the end of the world and I still believed in my dreams. Well now I am...
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daorby:
Hey. I'm sorry you're having such a difficult time. What you wrote about wanting the safety of childhood / teenage years resonates with me. Whenever I feel like giving up or whenever I get too bogged down thinking about the 'safer' past, I remind myself that I had a load of struggles when I was a teenager too; it wasn't all fun and sunshine at all! This might not sound particularly comforting, but at least it reminds me that I have survived tough times in the past and that I am capable of surviving struggles.

Also, I am sure, I am absolutely certain, that some day your baby is going to appreciate all the struggles you are going through right now. Hang in there.

Wednesday Apr 11, 2012

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It finally just hit me as to why I have felt like crap lately...duh I cant believe it took me so long to realize. For the longest time I had been eating really healthy and exercising everyday but lately I have slacked majorly. I have eaten nothing but junk and not really exercised at all (unless you count toting around a 25lb baby) No wonder...
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tactical:
That will do it, but the good news is it usually doesnt take long for the good habits to start having an effect

Wednesday Apr 11, 2012

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Well I would love to share with you guys the pics I took today but it still wont let me upload frown
tactical:
frown bummer hopefully later
timbag:
Can you see the disappointment on my face? frown

Wednesday Apr 11, 2012

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Its amazing what a good night sleep will do. Gonna get out and take some pics of my town for an art project today. I hope everyone has a wonderful hump day
timbag:
Well you have a wonderful hump day too! smile
tactical:
Have a great day, at least someone is sleeping well

Tuesday Apr 10, 2012

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Im feeling very bored and frustrated today. I have been stuck in this tiny apt all day and my darling son has been screaming all day. I found some old pics on my memory card and it only made me miss the days of no responsibility. I love my baby very much but right now I would kill for just one more of those nights....
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psycho_magnet:
Being a good parent can really suck ass somedays. Hopefully you can get a day to let loose sooner rather than later.

Tuesday Apr 10, 2012

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Trying to add pics but alas it wont let me
drag0nfreak:
frown
zat:
keep trying! lol sometimes it glitches out...happened to me once. give it a little while and try again.
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