razorblade

well another lb gone. I am now 5 lbs less than i was before I got pregnant,but its not like its doing any good. Having a baby destroyed my body. I will forever have this spare tire of extra skin around my middle because my stomach got so huge and breastfeeding has ruined my boobs (not that i regret doing it cause im glad i did) they are so lopsided that they look like they belong on 2 different ppl. Seriously one is an A and the other is a D! I feel like a disgusting blob. I dont think i will ever feel like myself agin. It doesnt help that my sex life is non existent...I guess he doesnt find me attractive anymore either. Sorry I just needed a moment of self pitty.....im done being a baby now. sry everyone