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razorblade

Johnson City TN

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Tuesday Dec 20, 2011

Dec 20, 2011
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let me start by saying I love my son with all my heart and I wouldnt change having him for the world, but every now and then I find myself missing the person I used to be. I went out of town today for the first time in a year! That is what triggered these thoughts today. Sometimes I miss going on random road trips and going to see shows. I miss going to bars and clubs. I miss drinking and getting high and staying up all night and sleeping all day. I miss my restaurant days (those of you who have ever worked in one knows exactly what i mean) I miss being wild and sexy and carefree. Oh well I will always have my memories and now I have a beautiful baby boy.

Here's to the nights we felt alive, here's to the tears you knew you'd cry, here's to goodbye tomorrow came to soon
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I used to play that song so many times when I felt the same damn way. Eve6. smile Its funny how old you can feel at times when you get out and do the things you used to enjoy, I understand, just keep being the best you can for your son, and still get out and have fun from time to time....elsewise you will go nutts. smile Like me, we're moving in less than a month...I am excited...but I am scared. Packing to do, so much packing.....hope you had a good time out. Keep scheduling them for yourself from time to time, it helps. You are still young, just young and have someone depending on you. It changes things a little, but doesn't change the person you are.
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