razorblade

Im in a weird mood today..dont really know how to describe it.
I have been so lazy lately...my mind wants to do things but my body does not
Im so tired of sitting at home, but the baby doesnt let me go places often. Plus im poor
Im so tired of this apt. Its so small and my neighbors are horrid. I really dont want my son to grow up here.
I need to go back to school and start a career but I want to spend as much time with my son as I can. He will only be little once, but at the same time I want the money to buy the things he needs
I want my hair lighter again. I get bored with it so easily.
I wish I had more things to say. I have so many things running through my mind but not sure how to say them.
thats ok cause im pretty sure only like 2 ppl read this anyway lol