i am in oakland, have been up all night playin' bones and rollin', luck has drifted back and forth, money has changed hands, i am up 200$ as of this but i am opening a new bottle of bleu and and drop of L on tongue, nice day for a...spillin' shit, must sell this sidekick, i have 2 and they are cute i guess, but...
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razor13:
well, there it is, you attack your competition at their strongest point and you fail, you are overwhelmed and you can't counter, and some degenerate(me) bet's the over and doesn't lose, but losing is all relative, nothing hurts more in life than trying your hardest and failing, no excuses, and nothin' feels more stupid than to wager all your winnings and lose em', so you at least live to fight another day, you are still a raider....
le:
you are cute! you should post pics in the suicideboys group!
an interestinbg night of stuff at Balazo, 2811 Mission St. @ 24th, 415.550.1108, 8pm til 2am, art by Francis Berg, Ricky Lee, Chupa Cabras, Mike Green, Cas Holman, Jarrett Mitchell, Randy Sutherland / music by The End of the World, San Andreas, Hawna Troof, Ralowe / spoken by RAZOR, and there i have fulfilled my promotional obligation...so that is wierd how you can just lose...
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brokenalice:
i think i'm going to where you're at for spring break.
oso:
stay where you are.
there's not enough snow to stick your finger in, much less your head, and we are far beyond chilly.
supposed to be wind chill down to -30 tonight.
i was in Oakland once, and i dunno that i'd be going back anytime soon. hitchhiked there from Marin to buy something from people we didn't know, and i just remember being shit-scared the whole time.
there was something do with outlaw bikers and pitbull puppies too, but i'm trying to forget.
really gotta get back to the Bay area again someday...
there's not enough snow to stick your finger in, much less your head, and we are far beyond chilly.
supposed to be wind chill down to -30 tonight.
i was in Oakland once, and i dunno that i'd be going back anytime soon. hitchhiked there from Marin to buy something from people we didn't know, and i just remember being shit-scared the whole time.
there was something do with outlaw bikers and pitbull puppies too, but i'm trying to forget.
really gotta get back to the Bay area again someday...
yeah, so if anybody who don't like me and wants to take a shot or a shout, here is some info for this friday night...........URBAN DELYTES & DRUNKEN DISASTERS with art unstallations by..Francis Berg/ Ricky Lee/ Chupa/ Mike Green / Cas Holman / Jarrett Mitchell / Randy Sutherland / musick by...The End of the World / San Andreas / Hawna Troof / Ralowe and spoken...
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razor13:
i am morally and financially bankrupt and sporting a new pistol, i am the magic combination to your safe, i am the unknown factor, what makes you afraid of the dark, but i am not so scary in the light right here, see me, don't be afraid, i can't help being dangerous, i was born that way...
hel:
hehehe 
i am more awake now and i have a plan, there is some things you just have to put out of your mind and move forward even though the pain is putting up a lot of resistance, you have to be able to live despite yourself sometimes. so here it is...the show i am doing on friday, this is what the flyer says.... fuck, wouldn't...
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shwa6:
You might be surprised where my sympathy lies in regard to anarchism. Despite my elitist address, I come from more humble roots (which would be apparent to you if you saw my house). I know many hard working anarchists - some definitely out of THE SYSTEM completely. I also know people (close friends included) who claim to be anarchists and wear their gutter punk uniform while in line to get their monthly check and food stamps.
Nice choice of bands , by the way. You are the first guy to list Fang that I've seen
Nice choice of bands , by the way. You are the first guy to list Fang that I've seen
linz:
you're right..i need to get rid of those fuckers.
i am a lil' blank and hung over and i like a foggy mornin' when i am in this condition, so i am gettin' a couple of things that i want and i just got a call from one of the women that is involved in the art show on friday and she heard i was leaving for l.a. i guess she is worried about...
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granpa made some bread tonight, kids. now if i can just make it home without stopping at a dice game, it will all be good. sadness is still the main type of mood in this situation, this should be an up moment but sometimes all you can do is feel it, it shoulda been different, it coulda been, but it ain't, a year of betrayal,...
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sylvain:
The Party starts Sunday! Go Raiders! Hope you did pay your bills before laying more cash down on next weeks game. You'll win that bet too!
GO RAIDERS!!!
GO RAIDERS!!!
sylvain:
Slits! t.s.o.l.! Fang!
i don't know what time it is, but i am guessing that it is between 4 and 6 a.m. judging by how blurred things are. i had to break lose from the after hours spot and then i went to see my friend at the hustler's club, which was weak, nice girls, but one of told me she had to give $70 up on a...
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razor13:
i am posting from parking lot of oakland coliseum, i haven't slept and i drunk and stoned and full of vegan bar-b-que, i have managed to avoid hard drugs, but you never know how long the vegan food can last under these circumstances, i actually cheated and had some honey, poor lil' bees, so i might just be around the corner from a crack hit or walkin' the dog, jus' kiddin', i feel like i can't change the journal entry until i go to sleep and another day has started, i'm a wierdo, my friend has a buch of cuban fronte leaf that he brought back from miami, i have been smoking these all night, it really keys me because i don't smoke cigs so i am sensitive to nico. i have smoked every kind of herb that my friend could bring from his job at"the club", hash, too. i am a happy manic dep. sociopath right now. well, just told a couple of girls that they couldn't smoke speed in my suv and they got all pissed and started tellin' me i was fucked for having an suv and i was like "but you wouldn't have said anything if i woulda let you hit that glass in here?" and they were like "hippocrit" and i was like "fuck you, eat somethin' and go to sleep ya skinny bitches"and there was a long moment of silence and then everybody around, including the girls started laughing hysterically and i felt like oh yeah, i'll be here all week thank you, but still, i traded in my v8 for a 6 cyl. and that was my attempt and as soon as that fuel cell suv is ready, ya know? feel me? i am pretty fucked up right now, bad man a bad man, peace, raze the mountains for the freeways...jus' kiddin'
penelope:
You know I have thought this several times when looking at your pic, that is a serious amount of bubbles you have there sir.
fuck it, my soul is spitting up chunks, i can't leave nothing behind, everything follows, it is like that movie scene from blade runner, at the end where rutger hauer is doin' his death scene and he delivers that monologue...anyway, thats a fuckin' movie and this is real life...and i gotta go get fucked up a lil' bit cuz' that is what running out of...
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hel:
when you go to my profile all one needs to do is click on contact to email me 
hugoroark:
Mud Pie got some in its eye thats fer sure...this city is going through cultural growing pains with 'corporate interests' taking over Uptown and Downtown, local joints are holding strong to Lake/Lyndale (slowly slipping however) but making a big leap in Old School NE Minneapolis...If 1st Ave Falls, we're all doomed !!
rawk that casbah Gonzo !!
rawk that casbah Gonzo !!
so there it is, that feeling, like the instincts are a lil' more dulled, the vision is a lil' more out of focus, the hunger burns a lil' deeper. i can see the end that draws near a lil' more clearly than the beginning that i leave in the past, or maybe it is just the hangover. that sweet high blood sugar headache that calls...
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linz:
man, as much as i want to read that it's far too long so i'mm not going to..but yeah, i'm in new mexico..until like the 26th..i cant wait to get to the ocean again though. i did go to this really awesome resturaunt last night, but i'll post about later though..
razor13:
yeah, that is like a labyrinth of twisted mania that it has taken about 1/4 century for me to develop. so venture forth ye of strong mental constitution. i am at a pistol range in san leandro right now. waiting for my lane to open so i can take out a lil' aggression on some paper, for someone who dislikes violence i sure do use it like a tool to cope a lot, but you need to release pressure, so its not thatmuch of a contradiction, or am i just thumbing myself on this one?
i awaken to an early in themorning phone call from vegas. i was almost over hearing about it, but you know how people that don't sleep like to tell you what they saw and give you a run down on their conspiracy theory. of course she has someone new and she went to all the parties that i would have gone to and she was...
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snow:
i am so glad that i read your journals.
cherry:
I'm not a manc, or a scouser + most certainly not a Londoner... soooo guess again
He he... I'll give you a clue: I'm from the middle of the Island somewhere
Cherry xx
He he... I'll give you a clue: I'm from the middle of the Island somewhere
Cherry xx