there is a pirate ship off the beach and the sunn has been blazin' in bolinas....the 4th in bolinas will be nice and if you want to see some freaks you should come visit me then....i am hopin' to be in p-land 2morrow and i hope i can breathe normally again soon cuz i sure miss a blunt and a whiskey shot....i laid down a...
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i watched the sun sink into the pacific from the bo-fax road this evening and reflected on the lifetime, the genealogical trail that led me here and such, and i noticed a finger of fog had severed pt. reyes from the continent and it looked like an island floating in a cloud, and i realized that i also felt disconnected from exsistence by a fog,...
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nestor:
hey you,
whacha doin' this week?
whacha doin' this week?
kudra:
I'm crossing my fingers and my toes.
And my arms and legs.
Hope your fishies are yummy and that soon we will eat chicken apple sausages together.....here.....in Xanadu.
And my arms and legs.
Hope your fishies are yummy and that soon we will eat chicken apple sausages together.....here.....in Xanadu.
did you ever consider the proposition that god might have been keeping you alive all this time as a form of entertainment....
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xxanastasiaxx:
yep...and I think he is enjoying every minute of it..
tommysativa:
i kinda always thought we were all dreams of gods and goddesses and we could choose to have them wake smiling, or fuck with them and have them wake perplexed and say, "what the fuck was that?"
...it slows to a flicker, then dances to a slight strobe and with a hiss and plume of smoke it becomes nothing....
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kudra:
Hmm. I keep having the feeling you won't be coming here next weekend. Which sucks, but you seem pretty busy with stuff so if you want to put it off until the weekend after the 4th it will be one of my new exercises in patience.
(I'm a VERY impatient girl and trying to work it out)
Hope your weekend was fun.....let me know what's up with you once you are home....
(I'm a VERY impatient girl and trying to work it out)
Hope your weekend was fun.....let me know what's up with you once you are home....
kudra:
"the regret part anyway, and how could anyone go through that and not do anything in their power to not experience it again..."
That's just the thing that fascinates me about him......that isn't normal. It's normal to get a "taste" for it, so to speak, and keep doing it with no remorse.
If you would come here right now for a drink and smokey treat, then I'll still plan to be seeing you Saturday night.
I'll talk to you once your phone is fixed....
That's just the thing that fascinates me about him......that isn't normal. It's normal to get a "taste" for it, so to speak, and keep doing it with no remorse.
If you would come here right now for a drink and smokey treat, then I'll still plan to be seeing you Saturday night.
I'll talk to you once your phone is fixed....
strange day, father's day, and sometimes it is hard when you're kids are grown and you are far from them and there is some barrier.....but if you let that anxiety out it will eat you alive, so you just bite the bullet and taste the poison, it can kill, but not all at once death, more like a slow, extended death spasm that shakes the...
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kudra:
okay, dammit, that was the email I had. so I tried to write you again and it got returned again!
I have to take back the offer to get you from the airport.......my step dad will be here Wed. or Thur. so I can't make any plans for those days......and I've already got shit going on Friday. But it really is easy to get from the airport into down town.....you can just hop on the max and I bet you are there within 20 minutes......sorry!!
did Sean call you?? I have called him 3 times and he isn't calling back.
I have to take back the offer to get you from the airport.......my step dad will be here Wed. or Thur. so I can't make any plans for those days......and I've already got shit going on Friday. But it really is easy to get from the airport into down town.....you can just hop on the max and I bet you are there within 20 minutes......sorry!!
did Sean call you?? I have called him 3 times and he isn't calling back.
tommysativa:
up to P-town, eh? If you get in the neighborhood of Eugene come let me set you up with some irie liver juju ...you could be the first of the SG crowd to check out my little spread here.
your meat may be slow, but your mind is quick.
up to P-town, eh? If you get in the neighborhood of Eugene come let me set you up with some irie liver juju ...you could be the first of the SG crowd to check out my little spread here.
your meat may be slow, but your mind is quick.
i have to keep reminding myself that losing everything is part and parcel, the deal is to retain the remnants of the soul and forsake all that is physical, even the sex and pain, the two things that rejoice in the fact you exsist and are alive, but thats the best deal you can get to really save your soul, everything forsaken, even the memories,...
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miss_piss:
amen
miss_magenta:
hey sweetie! i hope you are doing well. we need to get together soon. i am going to try to call you later today. *hugs*
the cool fog continues for another day, and i stayed out of the water but i sat at the edge of the cliff andf watched the waves glass as a lil' offshore kicked in, i lost gambling at the pool table last night, which is par for the course lately, i worked on a ramp(for the kids) and i almost got the first sheet of...
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kudra:
No email? No cute little note on my page? Did you fall off the side of the boat? If you did I hope someone throws you a line soon so I will still be meeting you in two weeks.....
I had a very good weekend in Seattle but the back of my legs are BURNT! Went in freezing cold water.
Nitrous makes super sub sonic crickets come out; and Power Puff girls.
I hate junkies in the bathroom.
If you are dirty and you sweat too much it will look like you leaned over oil.
What about you??
I had a very good weekend in Seattle but the back of my legs are BURNT! Went in freezing cold water.
Nitrous makes super sub sonic crickets come out; and Power Puff girls.
I hate junkies in the bathroom.
If you are dirty and you sweat too much it will look like you leaned over oil.
What about you??
juxlii:
Yup...sounds far to familiar.
I think I'll get me some halibut for lunch....
I think I'll get me some halibut for lunch....
i am at smiley's schooner tavern in bolinas, they have dsl here now, the oldest longest running bar in cali, since 1851, right next to an epic channel break that was nice at 7am with dolphins and sea lions and seals swimming around, and great white's in abundance but i didn't see any, i had to get away from everything citylike for a couple of...
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kudra:
public hello to you as well 
So when are you thinking of coming up here? I hope not the weekend of June 13th.....I think you said maybe mid month, right?
So when are you thinking of coming up here? I hope not the weekend of June 13th.....I think you said maybe mid month, right?
disappearhere:
Dragons often are complex.
by by ny ny
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miss_magenta:
i hope you had a good time. now come back so we can hang out!
brokenalice:
gimme a call when you're back...
whew, a couple of hard days, working, playin'...strugglin', thinkin' i went to the turkish bath on 10th and relaxed before i sat myself down and ran final mixes on all the work i compiled and handed that over to the producer, had a very nice bottle of wine from italy last night, it was made from grapes that are grown on mt. vesuvius and was...
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kudra:
do you speak fluent spanish?
brokenalice:
miss you...
That sucks about the Duc. I love those bikes.