razor13

its raining on the may flowers, i am very hungover the edge, i try to avoid bourbon these days, it was a wake though, i needed a drink, i feel a lil' weak, the world has a purposeful spin, and if you keep up it can be a good time but if you fall behind sometimes you feel like you have to catch up and you start to collect a lil' anxiety about it.....if you go too fast, well, you get too far out ahead of things and you get lost and everything catches up to you all of a sudden and that can be a lil' unnerving, to say the least, so you want to find a spot and keep your progress at a steady pace, moving with the speed of the planet at a long enough of an interval where you create something that sticks, your always gonna fall behind from time to time, certain situations and interactions with people are gonna find you like a torpedo finds the side of ship, and when this occurs you just don't have much of a choice but to get back at it, catch up, try to regain momentum......t mac is killing detroit and i got loot ridin' on it, you can watch ghetto brawls and trailer park ho's go at it on pay-per-view, real bad street fights, de la hoya fight is in vegas tomorrow night, i was thinkin of going, it isn't raining in vegas and i can place playoff bets and do a bunch of stuff i shouldn't, no really, i shouldn't....the tickets arn't ringside, but what the hell, vegas....i need to just go and pretend i don't care....about anything, just let go, and maybe stop at the hot spring on the way back, dip my soul in a hot lithium bath and count the desert stars, i would have to be back by monday morning, maybe i'll just watch it on tv dream about what i would do, i must be getting old.......