razor13

so i tell this fucker that owes me money i am sick of being broke while he runs around doing shit and he plays the "i never realized that you didn't have anything" role, and i am like motherfucker, i know you are aware of my situation" and he is like"well i am broke too" and i was like "fuck man if you don't have what you owe me can you at ;east pay me to be a laborer or something (he is a construction contractor) and so he comes over and wakes me up this morning and asks me if i can hang drywall and i say hell fuck yes...so i had to sheetrock two slimy, mildewy bathrooms in a run down west oakland apartment building, compleat with dead rats and lots of depressing scenario's but at least i made enough money to get my ass out of the jam with my car and the registration thing, that is how life is, youhave to take what you can get to make to the next day, i was so tired i blew off going to the A's game with these two dancer's that work at crazy horse, i wasn't in the mood for the dressing room talk anyway, they are at the game now and they think i am going to go out with them after, but i don't feel like drinking and a menage would be nice, but i am saving myself for something special, i don't know what happened but i just don't get excited about sex lately, its like been there done that, which i don't like, but that si how it is, my friend wendyomatik says i need therapy, ulla says i need therapy, danyelle thinks i am an asshole cuz i got cold feet a month ago, alethea keeps tryin' to set me up on blind dates, and my current attempts at intamacy all end in disaster....so, for the first time in my life, i am not having fun sex...i just need the right person to come into my life....thats what zoe said , anyway...i am just frustrated and exhausted and depressed....and my son hasn't called all week and everytime i call him there is no answer or answering machine....there, i vented everything i could, i feel "better" i guess, mememememe...enough, tell me about your fabulously sexy, happy lives and make me jealous.....i have got the worst 80's club song in my head "send me an angel".....i am mentally replacing it with motorhead....thats better...i am going to the silver lion and wait for the girls to leave the game....like i am too far gone to have a meaningless three-way, fuck that....