razor13

obnoxiously insane tonight, so don't hold anything i say against me, a nervous breakdown weekend, i guess you could say my mental health is in question, but i am very self aware, or that i am a manic depressive sociopath with narcissistic tendencies, or at least that was the state of california's diagnosis, there is something i was supposed to do, but the medication affects memory, do you ever think to yourself, this is it, i am about to snap and lose control, and then you just spend the weekend alone getting fucked up and your like "whew, i barely missed that one" or is that just me? yeah, tommorow's gonna be another day, and i will face myself down sober and this time with the upper hand, it is important to maintain control over something as dangerous and desteructive as the human mind, i think i might need to let myself fall in love...someday...