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Sunday Feb 09, 2003

Feb 9, 2003
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obnoxiously insane tonight, so don't hold anything i say against me, a nervous breakdown weekend, i guess you could say my mental health is in question, but i am very self aware, or that i am a manic depressive sociopath with narcissistic tendencies, or at least that was the state of california's diagnosis, there is something i was supposed to do, but the medication affects memory, do you ever think to yourself, this is it, i am about to snap and lose control, and then you just spend the weekend alone getting fucked up and your like "whew, i barely missed that one" or is that just me? yeah, tommorow's gonna be another day, and i will face myself down sober and this time with the upper hand, it is important to maintain control over something as dangerous and desteructive as the human mind, i think i might need to let myself fall in love...someday...
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hugoroark:
You've taken that first step Gonzo by admitting friends into your SuicideGirl life...one step at a time.

Berzerker: Glorious Warriors of the Viking Kingdom who often lead the 1st charge in War. To overcome their fears they often took hallucinogenics...Stay strong young berzerker.

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Feb 10, 2003
sylvain:
I used to do the whole weekend thing too (or at least a few days whenever, because when you're unemployed when is the weekend really?) regret afterwards, sleep and picking up the pieces. Only to dust yourself off and think i survived that one this next one will better! It never is. frown Take care
Feb 12, 2003

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