razor13

i have a total of 5 disabled vehicles that i am doing different types of repairs on and when i get stuck on one i switch to another but i have yet to complete one....so i am stranded except for my friends dory with dual evinrude's that i took out past the farrallones this afternoon, i saw a whale and the two biggest pelicans i have ever seen(and it struck me that they mate for life, so those two could have been together for a long time) a lot of dolphins jumping and doing tricks, a great white hunting near a bunch of seals on a rock, a swordfish that caught air right off the port side and i was supposed to be fishing but i am tired of all the killing i have done in the last couple of weeks, so i did the zen fishing thing since i was all alone and just cast weighted lines and enjoyed the ocean for all it had to offer....i made some good hash out of a bag of shake and clippings and that was nice to smoke out on the ocean while having a superfood and some smoked salmon....my hangover was not so bad, but now i want to go to the city and i can't get a damn vehicle to work well enough to scoot out of the wilderness....maybe i'll just make a big fire on my lil' beach after the go out and worship some more moon, mars and ocean....i remembered my friend who died 2 years ago and i sent an e-mail to my friend who survived, he is in hawaii and says he doesn't miss new york at all and he is working as an emt in kauai, that is the only island in the chain i have not been to or lived on, so i was thinking about it....but, i should try to restart my work in l.a. and i am supposed to go to nyc in just a few weeks....i have some soul searching to do....maybe if i tie someone up and do some depravation to them i can gain some insight and perspective on myself through their sacrifice and satisfaction....hhmmmm....