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the hum of everything in the ears is what greets the first concsious thought of the day and then its, damn, i left that on all night, and you shake it off but that is all you shake today, there is the bankrupt bankruptcy lawyer and the irs agent and the ex-fiance with the speed jones, your partner's baby's momma, the dog that is at...
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linz:
thank you!
hugoroark:
Blazing Saddles: Gene Wilder, Harvey Korman, Slim Pickens and Madeleine Kahn...simply brilliant !!
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whatever happens, don't look back, it can catch up, it is the horror film formula, cooked up and slammed down.....whatever happens, don't look forward, the truth is up there, waiting, it can blind you and corrupt your vision if you cannot ascertain it properly.....whatever happens, don't look up, you will be swallowed by a hole that is in the middle of your path.....whatever happens, don't...
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nisi:
ah yes landers. a town to be recognized indeed. i know there are some hot springs around there somewhere. not real sure where.

your passage reminds me, have no expectations, no regrets, for this direction is the key.
elvisfromhell13:
...see Ramona's journal for 2/6
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i slipped back down the bad path, i'm not sure what i did, or at least i am unwiiling to recall completely, but it all led to coming to on the floor with a needle in my arm and about 5 hours missing from my life, i suppose it could have been worse, just when you were gettin' to know me and all, but there...
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tara81:
kiss
cherry:
Awww... our CD will be pressed soon, but we're just about finished mixing it.

What I'll do is I'll post when + where you can get hold of the CD's in my journal. That way you won't miss it biggrin

It'll be a couple of weeks yet, but you'll probably be able to get it through the website.

Cherry xx
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there is this pressure that is created by everthing always moving and changing, a great pressure, like the physical manifestation that turns coal dust into diamond, water to steam, love to pain. we all share its weight, and the way we behave is our reaction to its effect on us, this pressure, it shapes your will to live and can overcome it in a moment...
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debrajean:
beeeep: Hello...hello...HELLO...are you there....well.......call me....oh this is your ticket to heven by the way.....*click*
nala:
hmm.. I like that. is that your own writing? its good
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an unexpected turn of events, which is what i ahve come to expect from life, and bang, today is a day of contemplating new horizons and experiences, i always wanted to just say fuck it and go live the rtest of my years in nepal, so that is always there, there are a couple of islands that i have been to that are very nice,...
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hel:
you should go find them wink
nala:
I spoke and partyed with a group of Europeans that had just taken a year off and traveled the world. California was their last stop. They were good people. I told them I wanted to travel, was thinking of Europe or Spain, I could tell by their expressions and smiles that Thailand made a HUGE difference in their lives and hearts.
They continiously spoke of how good the people are there. so friendly always smiling, good at heart. It definetely made a big positive difference to them, maybe one day it can effect me...maybe itll be goood for u
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i am a lil' blind today, and the wounds of losing are still pretty fresh, today its time to pay off what you lay off, gambling sucks when you are losing, i guess it kinda sucks when you are winning too, nothing a lil' love couldn't heal, problem is there is a bit of a love drought in my life right now. maybe i am...
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razor13:
a near miss is still far enough away to keep a lil' hope alive, strugglin' against captivity, against corruption brought by oneself, against your own liabilities and limitations, it is a fight to the death....
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i am in oakland, have been up all night playin' bones and rollin', luck has drifted back and forth, money has changed hands, i am up 200$ as of this but i am opening a new bottle of bleu and and drop of L on tongue, nice day for a...spillin' shit, must sell this sidekick, i have 2 and they are cute i guess, but...
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razor13:
well, there it is, you attack your competition at their strongest point and you fail, you are overwhelmed and you can't counter, and some degenerate(me) bet's the over and doesn't lose, but losing is all relative, nothing hurts more in life than trying your hardest and failing, no excuses, and nothin' feels more stupid than to wager all your winnings and lose em', so you at least live to fight another day, you are still a raider....
le:
you are cute! you should post pics in the suicideboys group!
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an interestinbg night of stuff at Balazo, 2811 Mission St. @ 24th, 415.550.1108, 8pm til 2am, art by Francis Berg, Ricky Lee, Chupa Cabras, Mike Green, Cas Holman, Jarrett Mitchell, Randy Sutherland / music by The End of the World, San Andreas, Hawna Troof, Ralowe / spoken by RAZOR, and there i have fulfilled my promotional obligation...so that is wierd how you can just lose...
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brokenalice:
i think i'm going to where you're at for spring break.
oso:
stay where you are.
there's not enough snow to stick your finger in, much less your head, and we are far beyond chilly.

supposed to be wind chill down to -30 tonight.

i was in Oakland once, and i dunno that i'd be going back anytime soon. hitchhiked there from Marin to buy something from people we didn't know, and i just remember being shit-scared the whole time.

there was something do with outlaw bikers and pitbull puppies too, but i'm trying to forget.

really gotta get back to the Bay area again someday...
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yeah, so if anybody who don't like me and wants to take a shot or a shout, here is some info for this friday night...........URBAN DELYTES & DRUNKEN DISASTERS with art unstallations by..Francis Berg/ Ricky Lee/ Chupa/ Mike Green / Cas Holman / Jarrett Mitchell / Randy Sutherland / musick by...The End of the World / San Andreas / Hawna Troof / Ralowe and spoken...
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razor13:
i am morally and financially bankrupt and sporting a new pistol, i am the magic combination to your safe, i am the unknown factor, what makes you afraid of the dark, but i am not so scary in the light right here, see me, don't be afraid, i can't help being dangerous, i was born that way...
hel:
hehehe smile
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i am more awake now and i have a plan, there is some things you just have to put out of your mind and move forward even though the pain is putting up a lot of resistance, you have to be able to live despite yourself sometimes. so here it is...the show i am doing on friday, this is what the flyer says.... fuck, wouldn't...
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shwa6:
You might be surprised where my sympathy lies in regard to anarchism. Despite my elitist address, I come from more humble roots (which would be apparent to you if you saw my house). I know many hard working anarchists - some definitely out of THE SYSTEM completely. I also know people (close friends included) who claim to be anarchists and wear their gutter punk uniform while in line to get their monthly check and food stamps.

Nice choice of bands , by the way. You are the first guy to list Fang that I've seen
linz:
you're right..i need to get rid of those fuckers.
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i am a lil' blank and hung over and i like a foggy mornin' when i am in this condition, so i am gettin' a couple of things that i want and i just got a call from one of the women that is involved in the art show on friday and she heard i was leaving for l.a. i guess she is worried about...
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granpa made some bread tonight, kids. now if i can just make it home without stopping at a dice game, it will all be good. sadness is still the main type of mood in this situation, this should be an up moment but sometimes all you can do is feel it, it shoulda been different, it coulda been, but it ain't, a year of betrayal,...
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sylvain:
The Party starts Sunday! Go Raiders! Hope you did pay your bills before laying more cash down on next weeks game. You'll win that bet too!

GO RAIDERS!!!
sylvain:
Slits! t.s.o.l.! Fang!