the sun is beaming and the ocean is clear and refreshing this morning, i took aan early morning boat trip to the farrallones and saw a lot of amazing and spectacular things like dolphins leaping in the air in front of the boat, a great white shark that was longer than the boat, a lot of seal and sea lions, a 30 lb. salmon that...
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while on sabbatical i came to the conclusion that life is not conclusive until it is concluded....
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leiru13:
slightly.
why were you in Maine anyway? family vacation? There aren't alot of good reasons to come here.
why were you in Maine anyway? family vacation? There aren't alot of good reasons to come here.
nestor:
hey. what are you doing tonight? Are you in Oakland?
you wanna be good but everything you do looks bad...
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tommysativa:
...ahem
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...ahem
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tommysativa:
...but Fair starts tomorrow, and when you're there, it's mighty hard not to be good through and through.
You do realize, of course, that if you make your way here to love your liver, you may very well likely find yourself tempted to abuse it for a night or two.
Whereever you are, I hope the light is shining favorbaly upon you.
pass along the love and you'll be just fine.
...meanwhile, check out Missy's stellar job with Fractal
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...but Fair starts tomorrow, and when you're there, it's mighty hard not to be good through and through.
You do realize, of course, that if you make your way here to love your liver, you may very well likely find yourself tempted to abuse it for a night or two.
Whereever you are, I hope the light is shining favorbaly upon you.
pass along the love and you'll be just fine.
...meanwhile, check out Missy's stellar job with Fractal
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i am at the comp in smiley's after doing my morning chores, crashing through the poison oak and blackberry bramble with 5 gal. water buckets and giving that extra nourishment that make gods green creatures bear flowers of delite...i am daydreaming about portland cuz it was a nice place and i hadn't been there in a long time and now i want to go back,...
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tarbaby:
psst...i hit the pipe tonight and was gonna call you but it was really late. what the hell is wrong with me? good times....
milena:
I would love to live in Hawaii.
as i bid portland a fond farewell with a tear in my eye i just want to say thanx mucho to bigdirtys and ginger and mia for letting my stink infilitrate the their air and my psychosis invade their dreams....no really, it was a good time and i am looking forward to my return....it was nice meeting folks at dante's on sunday and i wish...
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tarbaby:
i am so jealous. i need to go to portland and the trip later this month has been cancelled. what are you doing on the 4th? there is a wine tasting thing the next day-check sgsf. it sounds fun,but i don't know if i am up to it. i'm glad you had a blast in pdx...
miss_magenta:
i'm sad that i missed your call tonight. i accidentally left my phone of silent and i didn't hear it. 
i'll call you a little later tonight. i am going to be in berkeley tonight.
i'll call you a little later tonight. i am going to be in berkeley tonight. its a nice shock to the senses to make a journey with a simple purpose and see a whole new world open up through a series of events and such, portland is hot today and i might have tied too much on last night, even though i was trying to be indiscimant and conservative....i like it so far very much, i am glad i came...
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escapegoat:
aint that a bitch........did you come out tonight?
because now that i look at yer pictur,i think i saw ya......maybe....maybe not
because now that i look at yer pictur,i think i saw ya......maybe....maybe not
miss_magenta:
just stopping by to let you know i am thinking of you and i hope you have an amazing time. *hugs*
there is a pirate ship off the beach and the sunn has been blazin' in bolinas....the 4th in bolinas will be nice and if you want to see some freaks you should come visit me then....i am hopin' to be in p-land 2morrow and i hope i can breathe normally again soon cuz i sure miss a blunt and a whiskey shot....i laid down a...
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disappearhere:
Dude, tell me about it. I've been fucking sick since Thursday. Feels like I swallowed barbed wire and yanked it back out my throat. Here's to us getting better soon, eh.
That sucks about the Duc. I love those bikes.
That sucks about the Duc. I love those bikes.
josh:
Glad to meet ya. 
i watched the sun sink into the pacific from the bo-fax road this evening and reflected on the lifetime, the genealogical trail that led me here and such, and i noticed a finger of fog had severed pt. reyes from the continent and it looked like an island floating in a cloud, and i realized that i also felt disconnected from exsistence by a fog,...
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nestor:
hey you,
whacha doin' this week?
whacha doin' this week?
kudra:
I'm crossing my fingers and my toes.
And my arms and legs.
Hope your fishies are yummy and that soon we will eat chicken apple sausages together.....here.....in Xanadu.
And my arms and legs.
Hope your fishies are yummy and that soon we will eat chicken apple sausages together.....here.....in Xanadu.
did you ever consider the proposition that god might have been keeping you alive all this time as a form of entertainment....
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xxanastasiaxx:
yep...and I think he is enjoying every minute of it..
tommysativa:
i kinda always thought we were all dreams of gods and goddesses and we could choose to have them wake smiling, or fuck with them and have them wake perplexed and say, "what the fuck was that?"
...it slows to a flicker, then dances to a slight strobe and with a hiss and plume of smoke it becomes nothing....
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kudra:
Hmm. I keep having the feeling you won't be coming here next weekend. Which sucks, but you seem pretty busy with stuff so if you want to put it off until the weekend after the 4th it will be one of my new exercises in patience.
(I'm a VERY impatient girl and trying to work it out)
Hope your weekend was fun.....let me know what's up with you once you are home....
(I'm a VERY impatient girl and trying to work it out)
Hope your weekend was fun.....let me know what's up with you once you are home....
kudra:
"the regret part anyway, and how could anyone go through that and not do anything in their power to not experience it again..."
That's just the thing that fascinates me about him......that isn't normal. It's normal to get a "taste" for it, so to speak, and keep doing it with no remorse.
If you would come here right now for a drink and smokey treat, then I'll still plan to be seeing you Saturday night.
I'll talk to you once your phone is fixed....
That's just the thing that fascinates me about him......that isn't normal. It's normal to get a "taste" for it, so to speak, and keep doing it with no remorse.
If you would come here right now for a drink and smokey treat, then I'll still plan to be seeing you Saturday night.
I'll talk to you once your phone is fixed....
strange day, father's day, and sometimes it is hard when you're kids are grown and you are far from them and there is some barrier.....but if you let that anxiety out it will eat you alive, so you just bite the bullet and taste the poison, it can kill, but not all at once death, more like a slow, extended death spasm that shakes the...
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kudra:
okay, dammit, that was the email I had. so I tried to write you again and it got returned again!
I have to take back the offer to get you from the airport.......my step dad will be here Wed. or Thur. so I can't make any plans for those days......and I've already got shit going on Friday. But it really is easy to get from the airport into down town.....you can just hop on the max and I bet you are there within 20 minutes......sorry!!
did Sean call you?? I have called him 3 times and he isn't calling back.
I have to take back the offer to get you from the airport.......my step dad will be here Wed. or Thur. so I can't make any plans for those days......and I've already got shit going on Friday. But it really is easy to get from the airport into down town.....you can just hop on the max and I bet you are there within 20 minutes......sorry!!
did Sean call you?? I have called him 3 times and he isn't calling back.
tommysativa:
up to P-town, eh? If you get in the neighborhood of Eugene come let me set you up with some irie liver juju ...you could be the first of the SG crowd to check out my little spread here.
your meat may be slow, but your mind is quick.
up to P-town, eh? If you get in the neighborhood of Eugene come let me set you up with some irie liver juju ...you could be the first of the SG crowd to check out my little spread here.
your meat may be slow, but your mind is quick.
i have to keep reminding myself that losing everything is part and parcel, the deal is to retain the remnants of the soul and forsake all that is physical, even the sex and pain, the two things that rejoice in the fact you exsist and are alive, but thats the best deal you can get to really save your soul, everything forsaken, even the memories,...
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miss_piss:
amen
miss_magenta:
hey sweetie! i hope you are doing well. we need to get together soon. i am going to try to call you later today. *hugs*
may you piss with the wind