A long silence, I still lurk around SG a lot but I never have enough time to blog, I know I know. I am evil.
I met someone and started dating her, its been about 2 1/2 months but bleh. She isn't really the girl for me. Why do romances fade so fast? At first I thought she was great and we spent a lot of time together. Now I am lucky if I get twenty minutes of her time a week.
I even had sex with her a few times! It was great! But she seems like she is the type of girl who doesn't think sex is that important. But it is damn it! I have feelings for her but its just an odd relationship.
Hmm let me see if I can give some more details here. One thing that annoys me is that she will only talk to me via text messages. If I try to call her she won't answer the phone. She always has some excuse why she can't talk to me too. "Sorry I didn't hear my phone." or "I am at my sister's house, I can't talk." Oh I am sorry I am just your boyfriend. I don't know, about anyone else but if my girl calls me I don't care where I am, I am taking the call. She is everything to me. But I guess she doesn't feel the same.
Hanging out for only miinutes each week? That's not usual for people that 'love' each other, correct? She works two jobs, I understand she doesn't have a lot of time. But people who have feelings for each other find time to be with another? right? why can't I come be with her at night or something then? I don't even know where she lives. It all gives me the notition that there is something she hides from me. The range of possibilities is that maybe she is actually married. Or, maybe she lives with mom and dad still and has been lying to me.
And she insisits that we work out all my problems with our relationship in text messages. And I don't like trying to deal with things in texts. Actual serious issues should be at least dealt with via voice. And she won't answer. So I keep trying to break it off with her but she always makes me feel bad. Like I am insensitive for not realizing she doesn't have a lot of time.
Anyway, rant over.
-Raz
I met someone and started dating her, its been about 2 1/2 months but bleh. She isn't really the girl for me. Why do romances fade so fast? At first I thought she was great and we spent a lot of time together. Now I am lucky if I get twenty minutes of her time a week.
I even had sex with her a few times! It was great! But she seems like she is the type of girl who doesn't think sex is that important. But it is damn it! I have feelings for her but its just an odd relationship.
Hmm let me see if I can give some more details here. One thing that annoys me is that she will only talk to me via text messages. If I try to call her she won't answer the phone. She always has some excuse why she can't talk to me too. "Sorry I didn't hear my phone." or "I am at my sister's house, I can't talk." Oh I am sorry I am just your boyfriend. I don't know, about anyone else but if my girl calls me I don't care where I am, I am taking the call. She is everything to me. But I guess she doesn't feel the same.
Hanging out for only miinutes each week? That's not usual for people that 'love' each other, correct? She works two jobs, I understand she doesn't have a lot of time. But people who have feelings for each other find time to be with another? right? why can't I come be with her at night or something then? I don't even know where she lives. It all gives me the notition that there is something she hides from me. The range of possibilities is that maybe she is actually married. Or, maybe she lives with mom and dad still and has been lying to me.
And she insisits that we work out all my problems with our relationship in text messages. And I don't like trying to deal with things in texts. Actual serious issues should be at least dealt with via voice. And she won't answer. So I keep trying to break it off with her but she always makes me feel bad. Like I am insensitive for not realizing she doesn't have a lot of time.
Anyway, rant over.
-Raz