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I am going to attempt to organize my blog more in my ramblings every few nights and make it more interesting. I have a lot to post in today's blog but because it is so late I will summarize.

Erotic Dreams
Generally my dreams are pretty boring. I am not a super hero, I am not running from dog, and I am not drowning. Typically I have two recurring dreams. The first involves me intending to go to class. I am probably in high school or college. The problem is, I have NO idea where the class room is and I have lost my schedule. Another version of this involves me not going for an entire semester and then having to go take a final. The other dream involves me losing my teeth. They are just falling out of my mouth. Last night was different. I had a dream that I was fucking my ex hard... she wanted me badly and I took her right on the couch and just pounded her. I can tell you that in my life I have probably have only had a few erotic dreams. To make this one even more interesting it was SO vivid! When I woke up I seriously thought she was in bed with me. I looked around like "where did she go?" I then checked my underwear to see if I had a wet dream and thankfully I had not. What is interesting about wet dreams is the only two that I have ever had were in my adult years. I never had one when I was going through puberty, go figure. I wonder if these dreams are a side effect of her leaving and me being alone? Could it be possible that I am, once again, craving female companionship in some form? Could I possibly be craving intimacy? Will my new celibate lifestyle not work for me? These were all questions I asked myself when I woke up. So far I have no answers but I will let you know if I do come up with anything.

Undying thirst
So after I wake up in an extremely aroused state I find that I am extremely thirsty. I go downstairs and get a glass of water. Not a small glass mind you but the biggest cup that is in my cabinet. I drink it down and go take a shower. In the middle of my shower I am, once again, dying of thirst. I go fill the glass up AGAIN and drink it all down. I am absolutely in shock when I am still thirsty while getting dressed. I ended up drinking four huge cups of water before I went to work. I didn't actually stop being thirsty until I had consumed several more glasses of water while at work. Has that ever happened to you? I have to say it is a rather odd feeling. I thought that maybe it was just too dry in here but I did have a lot of water the night before. Then again I also peed 10 times before I went to bed. I think I am going to start having a glass of water next to my bed.

My Trip to Denver
I have written about my trip to Denver that is coming up this week and how excited I was. I got a call from my buddy, who I was supposed to see while I was up there, and I find out that his surrogate father is having really serious surgery on Friday and he is canceling my trip. Now I told him I have a non-refundable ticket and all he can do is apologize. While I am bummed that I may be out some money for the ticket I am more bummed that I don't get to see him. The whole reason he was in Denver was to train for this 2nd degree black belt. He claims he is still going to do it but we will see. I hope so, but he is getting older for full contact fighting.

That is all for today I am tired! Nites!

P.S. I did not reread this or edit it so please forgive my poor grammar and typing!