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so its bitch time.... *inhales deeply* so im trying to find a new photographer so that i can get a set or two taken before i have my surgeries... which tomorrow i have yet another stinkin flippin nuclear medicine test to see how much more kidney function i have lost... the last set of tests showed 8% more failure in the right! then a week or so later ill find out the results and find out when they are removing my left and reconstructing the right!!! hope like hell no transplant will be needed... ill be out long enough!!! im a hell of a fuckin fighter by nature so im not too worried about the surgeries its just not being able to do shit is gonna suck!!! ill probably get bed sores on my ass from sitting in front of the computer so long... ha just kidding but my disappoint really lies with the photog. how flippin hard is it to say that you dont want to shoot anymore instead of disappearing after you tell me to pick a date to shoot???? say fuck off or something... i hate being ignored!!! so now im back to square one and its frustrating as shit especially with the time table im on!!! THIS SUCKS MASSIVE SHREDDED DONKEY ASS!!!!! *exhales* rant is now officially over... oh i hate being in a bitchy mood!!!!