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Tuesday Oct 16, 2012

Oct 16, 2012
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Super.

Side effect from my Buspirone.

I have waves of shocking electrical tingling that come on a few minutes after I take my meds and continue for up to a half hour after. Apparently a very strange side effect that was so rare my doctor had never even heard of it.

I use my googlefu and find out it is rare but serious.

Going to have to ween myself off this med now. Anxiety wasn't as controlled on it anyway. School doctor have been barred from prescribing anti depressants to the students and are now pushing us to off campus care. So there goes the free help and hope for a cure for my anxiety and subsequent depression.

Got on the phone with my Mom and she presses all my buttons for some reason. After two and a half hours of bullshit, drama and negativity I finally snap, tell her FUCK YOU and get off my phone! Then hang up. [Don't worry I called an apologized right after]

Also before all the crazy shit she tells me that she had the same weird electrical short out with a similar medication. My shit gene pool.

Kinda hate my life right now. Math sucks. Poli Sci sucks. History sucks. Gender Communications sucks. My Family sucks. Being poor sucks. Being unemployed sucks. Having bills and no money to pay them sucks. Depending on others sucks. Being single sucks. Being lonely sucks. Transferring sucks. Drama sucks. Being old sucks. Just in a shit mood I guess.
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phantomshadow:
oh damn!!
Oct 17, 2012
phantomshadow:
man they have me on all kinds of stuff, me being an disable veteran and all, they think I might flip my lid and go on a killing spree, or suicide
Oct 18, 2012

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