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Monday Jun 13, 2011

Jun 13, 2011
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Dream

I had a dream last night that my Dad died. That everyone was freaking out about who was left what and they all started tearing apart his house in order to find money he hid all over the place. His girl friend was yelling at all of us about how he promised that we would all keep taking care of her. Then the dream shifted to my old studio apartment. It was bigger but had two beds in it like some halfway house. There was a TV on that kept talking nonsense into the background. My Dad's girlfriend kept calling trying to seduce me so I would be the next person to take care of her. I kept ignoring the call and hearing her on the answering machine. In the bathroom there was a picture in the mirror. I opened up the mirror like a frame and took out the picture, then like a frame I took out the backing and the picture card that comes with the frame. I went back into the room and heard something under the bed and saw a family of rats looking bad mean eyeing me. They were dressed in people clothes and the scurried off when I reach for them. Under the bed there was chewed up crap from the rats, a shot gun and a glass of milk, even thought the glass was intact there was milk spilled everywhere underneath. Then someone knocked at the door and I went to answer it and woke up.
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rory_b_bellows:
Could it not be the case that you fear ending up in a relationship with someone you don't get along with, solely because you feel compelled, if not responsible to take care of them or fix them in some way? You've exhibited behavior in the past that indicated that you look to find a woman who is flawed so you have something to fix. Almost as if you need some internal validation for the relationship. Or more commonly "you need to be needed."

This could be a subconscious realization that you do not need to look for than complete dependance from someone, no matter what the relationship is.

Also, check your blog from the 10th. i left you a little something there too.
Jun 14, 2011
rory_b_bellows:
Now i'm tempted to go back and look all your other wacked out dreams.
Jun 14, 2011

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