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Sister has been going off the deep end. I understand many people are going to feel shes just having fun, but I am just disappointed in her decisions. I get a call, months ago, from my Mom that the sister is having problems. Self esteem is in the shitter, she feels rejected and alone and like no one likes her. Now shes been laying around the house, at my Moms, no job, dropping in and out of school, paying no rent, doing no work around the place, not cleaning up after herself, staying up till 5am and sleeping well into the afternoon hours. Smoking pot and cigarettes, running around with a bunch of stoners and skaters, taking off for days at a time and locking her little dog in her room without telling anyone about it or where she is going.

She's 20. I get it shes an adult, but if you are doing nothing in the house you live in then the rules of the house still apply. So, anyway. I bring her up here to show her what a normal house is like. How it runs. I teacher her to cook a few things and I send her home after a week. Oh yeah, and of course I had to pay for the ticket here, she sleeps through the departure time and then has my Mom driver her an hour away to the train station just to find out the bus that she rescheduled the ticket for left 5 minutes ago.

The next weekend my Mom calls me up telling me that the trip was good for her, but that she has no cloths that her dog chewed them up. That it would be really nice if I got her some and asked my Aunt and Uncle to do so as well. So, another train ticket. Another two missed trains and she eventually gets here. I take her out and buy her some clothes, I convince my Aunt and Uncle to do the same. I ask only that she stay in school and stay away from San Diego and the bad element friends she has there.

Now I have blown at least $500 on my little sister during these little trips. I try my best to boost her self esteem, I take her to two museums and try and show her a good time. I even take her to two or three movies attempting to entertain her while shes here, even though during that time I should have been studying. After all is said and done I send her home with my only request the last thing I say to her apart from I love you and hope you get home safe. With the statement "If you head to San Diego and blow off school after all this consider us completely through".

The following week she is in San Diego. She posts so on her Facebook, she starts posting about waking and baking then laying back down for a nap. I block her on Facebook and she turns and yells at my Mom over it. I email her and tell her "No its not about Mom. Its about you doing exactly what I asked you not to do. I and not interested in seeing my Sister talking about waking and baking and flashing how much of an irresponsible little loser shes being. Thats why I blocked you." I honestly don't remember what she said to that. The last few weeks shes been going around trying to sell items from within the house. Going down to Oxnard, our old home town, and hanging out with some skater stone and just raising hell. Shes decided to become a Alt. Model but who knows why or if shes going through with that and has been partying off her ass. My Mom tells me she was drugged and taken advantage of by some piece of shit.

Then my Mom calls her up, gives her some wakeup call speech and the Sister says shes sorry and coming home. I get a friend request from her on Facebook and this is how I reply.

Bridge is burnt.

Between SISTER and You

Jesse Buchanan April 10 at 8:12am
Don't bother me. I'm not your friend. I'm not interested in being so. You fucked up with me one too many times. Leave me alone. I am done investing in you. You chose to be a loser, you want to act like a completely off the wall brat. That's fine. I have no interest in being in any way part of your life.

I am done with your games.

SISTER April 10 at 8:13am Report
kay fuck you. i tried. remember that. reggin.

(reggin I am told is calling me nigger.) A word I would never use and is completely full of hate.

Fuck this bitch. Little cunt.