rayla

I hope it was wonderful and you all stayed safe ❤️ @rambo @missy @lyxzen

So I'm sure I'm much like a lot of the girls with Blog Homework? Or at least I hope I am 😕 Iv got mine all muddled up but I like to think it's a good thing changes it up.

I better get started this week I saw some blog homework on what would you like to achieve this coming year?

Now I must be honest some of the blog homework I miss because I have a hard time answering or giving you all an interesting blog is proving super difficult. This is another hard one for me because my life has been turned upside down side to side and basically shaken like a snow glob this year, Iv had to face things that have taken more strength than I though I had.

My life has pretty much for the most part been on pause for a year I stopped working I stopped socialising I pretty much didn't leave my room. Iv had one crazy house mate after another, I was caught up in a robbery and ended up in hospital, Iv had to grieve not one but three people from my life one hit harder than all. Iv had falling outs with family, my group of friends have mostly all moved interstate. And I was recently told I need to find a new place to live. What a mess right?

Soooo what do I want to achieve?

Well one of my dreams ever since I found out they existed was to become a Suicidegirl!!! So that's my main goal. To wow the crap out of them and make it impossible for them to not turn me PINK!!!!!

I have also felt very lost this last year and really lost a sense of direction and who I was. I feel like I tried so hard to fix things but I give myself to much and overwhelm myself which only makes everything come too big halt again.

So this year I'd like to take it slow find what makes me happy again. Maybe relocate move out of my comfort zone find somewhere completely different to live.

Get back to doing my diploma in specialist makeup. I absolutely love dolling people up and doing make up hair.

And last but not least win the lotto hahaha hopefully you will all see me flashing my winning lotto ticket sometime this year.

Have a great day/night lovelies xoxox