So I fucked up big time. I've been trying to get an apartment with a couple of friends for next year. Two backed out and my mother isn't comfortable with me and my other friend living with strangers. So I told her that I'd pay for it by myself. She asked how and I got frustrated and told her about getting a PSO job. She said she was done and I'm pretty sure she meant it. I'm going to try and smooth things over with her, but I'm really scared. I just hope she let's me come crawling back. I'll at least be able to live on campus...but I don't know if I can live with her again. I guess I'll just have to suck it up and do what she wants me to do. I'm very disappointed, but nothing ever works out how I want it to. Don't know why I thought this would be any different.
kiwi33:
Hey gurl. I understand that living with a difficult parent can be hard, but you seem to really wanna focus on your education and responsibilites and it'll be sooo worth it in the end when you finish. 
I'm sorta in that situation, as I was raised with my pain in the ass grandparents my whole life. Very strict, close minded, and critizied me everyday for being the person that I am. Also freaked out and kicked me out when i told them i worked at a porn shop. I live with them now to save money, ( also waiting on potential roomates to make a damn desicion about whether or not they wanna move in together) and it's really frustrating because at our age, we kinda just wanna be out on our own, and have privacy. I know you don't know me, but i really hope things smooth out for you and things work out the way you want them to. Keep your chin up.Toodles <3
I'm sorta in that situation, as I was raised with my pain in the ass grandparents my whole life. Very strict, close minded, and critizied me everyday for being the person that I am. Also freaked out and kicked me out when i told them i worked at a porn shop. I live with them now to save money, ( also waiting on potential roomates to make a damn desicion about whether or not they wanna move in together) and it's really frustrating because at our age, we kinda just wanna be out on our own, and have privacy. I know you don't know me, but i really hope things smooth out for you and things work out the way you want them to. Keep your chin up.Toodles <3