So I feel better today than I have in weeks. It might be because I got baked as shit last yesterday and now my Serotonin sensors are in overdrive. Either way I feel pretty good about life. Stress has taken me over for the past month and it's nice to remember what being happy feels like.
MEH...So I worked things out with my mom. Now I'm just in a bad mood, because I don't know what the fuck I think I'm doing with my life. UGH. What the fuck am I going to do with a BA in English Literature? Librarian isn't likely, because the industry is shutting down. Archiving is being computerized and the jobs are being done by robots....
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So I fucked up big time. I've been trying to get an apartment with a couple of friends for next year. Two backed out and my mother isn't comfortable with me and my other friend living with strangers. So I told her that I'd pay for it by myself. She asked how and I got frustrated and told her about getting a PSO job. She...
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kiwi33:
Hey gurl. I understand that living with a difficult parent can be hard, but you seem to really wanna focus on your education and responsibilites and it'll be sooo worth it in the end when you finish. 
I'm sorta in that situation, as I was raised with my pain in the ass grandparents my whole life. Very strict, close minded, and critizied me everyday for being the person that I am. Also freaked out and kicked me out when i told them i worked at a porn shop. I live with them now to save money, ( also waiting on potential roomates to make a damn desicion about whether or not they wanna move in together) and it's really frustrating because at our age, we kinda just wanna be out on our own, and have privacy. I know you don't know me, but i really hope things smooth out for you and things work out the way you want them to. Keep your chin up.Toodles <3
I'm sorta in that situation, as I was raised with my pain in the ass grandparents my whole life. Very strict, close minded, and critizied me everyday for being the person that I am. Also freaked out and kicked me out when i told them i worked at a porn shop. I live with them now to save money, ( also waiting on potential roomates to make a damn desicion about whether or not they wanna move in together) and it's really frustrating because at our age, we kinda just wanna be out on our own, and have privacy. I know you don't know me, but i really hope things smooth out for you and things work out the way you want them to. Keep your chin up.Toodles <3 FUCK THIS DAY!!!! I got a call from my mom this morning...right before class. She got on my ass about getting my apartment next year. I've done everything I possibly can at the moment. I'm being responsible and she keeps treating me like a piece of shit. I love her. She's done her best, but she's being a crazy bitch.FUCK!!!! I've gotten on my roommates'...
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xxxholic:
((hugs))
rawrgith:
So my Mom threatened to not pay my rent. I had to get a job stat. I applied for a phone sex operator job and I'm pretty sure I'll get it. Here's to hoping. In a much better mood now too.
I get bored of taking care of myself. I want to take care of someone else. So when I move out the dorms in June I'm getting a bunny! And a job... I hope. Let's pray that city college has some jobs on campus.
xxxholic:
Bunnies are awesome. I used to raise them all the time. 
dangerdan:
i had one when i was a kid, i named him capt bucky o'hair.
Back at school. Really happy to be out of my Mom's house. It's not that I don't love her, but she becomes really overbearing after a while. "Why don't you ever talk to me?" "Why did you move out?" "Don't do that! " Ugh. After a bit I just wanna leave. So I was glad to go home and chillax for the week, but I'm...
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heartbaker:
My mom was the same way
rawrgith:
Yeah. It's been just me and her and the cat for my whole life. Me not being there is a big shock to her. It'll be fine after a few years. Have to grow up some time.
Spring Break!!! Basically I've been chillin with my mom and my friends from high school. It's nice to just relax and enjoy being home for a bit. My friend is fine. Out of the hospital now and feeling better. He's an idiot, but I love him and I got to hang with him yesterday so all is mostly forgiven. Meh. Went out with my Mom...
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Bleh. It's Friday. FINALLY. Going home tomorrow. I was pretty happy about it till I found out that my best friend is in the hospital again. He's such a dumbass. Always getting himself into the stupidest situations. It makes me angry, because all I can do is worry about it...UGH. Oh well. Not much to be done about it. I'll probably go see him tomorrow....
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entese:
bad about your friend...
xxxholic:
Hope you can enjoy being home despite what your friend did, and I hope your friend is okay.
Oh my god. So I'm a pretty open person. Most of my friends know that I like sex and will talk about in a casual setting. Hell they know that I watch porn and am a member on this site. But....I just ordered my first sex toy. It's just a bullet vibrator...but I live in a crappy college dorm right now and I am terrified...
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entese:
if they are not your friends why do you care about what they think??? i would only say..enjoy your new toy
xxxholic:
Adult products never come in obvious packaging. And most companies have two names, the one that they put on the packaging will probably look more like like the name of a law firm than a an adult company. I have ordering enough products from different companies to know this. No one will know what you ordered. And it's 2011 anyway, you have every right to masturbate.
So I decided to work out on Monday. Now my calf muscles are so tight that it hurts too walk...I should not have worn flats on Tuesday. I think it was the 80+ toe raises I did after biking. MEH. This is what I get for quiting ballet after 11 years. Oh well. Did well on my midterms and it's almost spring break, so I...
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heartbaker:
I watched an Episode of Man V Food where he was in SJ. Now I want to drive up there and pig out lol