rawkin79

Oh the joys of being a cynic, only helping, only caring and only thinking of others until your own heart is on the line... I would like to say that I am a nice indie-emo boy, but I have found that I am much more of a cynic, I have done lots of stupid things and I have had my heart broken also, but it seems that the biggest heart ache is not from a failed relationship, it is the fact that I find it hard to truly believe in anything, sure on the surface, I play the game, I say the right words, I do the socially acceptable thing, but I find that most people are not worthy of myself, nor are they worthy to bitch about the things that are wrong... I love being a cynic... I love just not caring... it is not that I have a huge beef with anything I just do not care... and that is worse I think then just not believing, at least not believing shows you cared at one point!!!

I might just be having a pity party but these are just having thoughts, and thoughts are fleeting and come and go! so if you have any ideas let me know.. so have a good night all!