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Sunday Mar 20, 2005

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I'm here...I'm alive...that's all I am entirely sure of...well maybe the I'm here part isn't quite so true. I think I left some bits of myself somewhere early last year and I have yet to figure out where they are so I can retrieve them. 5 more days at Chez Hell Hole and then I am yet again in the ranks of the unemployed. I am really scared right now that I am walking a very fine line between normal living and depression and one small detail is going to end up pushing me over into depressive hell never to be heard from again. I don't want this to happen but it's really weird being in my head right now. I think I am going out on Wednesday to meet a friend of a friend. I'm hoping that it all works out don't come across a complete idiot but hell who knows. I feel like my friends here are starting to figure out who I really am and not like me nearly as much. Well actually I guess that's not true, it's just my former roomie of a week who now acts like she doesn't want to have anythign to do with me. I guess I can understand though considering I did move out, but of well fuck it!

I hate it when old people tell me that youth is wasted on the young. It really drives me crazy cause it makes me realize that I should be doing more and seeing more and being more but I don't know how to and it's just frustrating.

1) What one bit of technology do you think that humans would be better without?
A: I am gonna have to go with nuclear energy cause without that you couldn't have nuclear bombs and the like. It's pretty pointless technology cause it's so dangerous to use in power plant and weapon form.
2) Which are scarier: Vampires or Zombies?
A: Zombies, they ruthlessly act anyone.
3) What's the crappiest TV show that you watch?
A: I got addicted to The Starlet while I was living with a TV...it has got to be one of THE stupidest shows on the face of the planet but I just can't stop myself from watching. Next thing you know I will be watching...soap operas...*shudder*
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notoriousdug:
I thought about teas but it is so damn much work tomake (yes, I am THAT lazy) and all the storebought stuffis full of lemon and sugar... I like mine plain.
Mar 22, 2005
notoriousdug:
I think technology is part of it but a lot of it just seems ot be this odd kind of general apathy that permitates America combined with some notion that "somebosy else" will pick up the slack....
Mar 24, 2005

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