ravgonfly

It's funny...I've been depressed angsty girl for quite some time now...and I totally realize this...I also realize that I need to do some thing about it. And yet I haven't done anything to change how I am. I really drive myself crazy sometimes. I have this psych degree that I put to use all the time...the bad thing being that I use it on myself...so while I am more conscieously aware of myself then most people, I also am hyper aware of the things I still need to fix. Not that it makes me any more motivated to work on it, but I suppose it's good I know what is there. I've come to the conclusion that I am extremely antisocial and that's really not a good thing cause I am actually a fairly social person. It's funny really cause I am usually an immensly shy person but I have somehow learn to counteract that by being incredibly talkative about random things when I first meet people. *shrugs* I really have no clue why I am slipping out my psyche to you all...maybe cause it makes me understand it a little better...maybe it's cause this place seems like a good one to leave behind some of my angst cause everyone else does at one point or another...maybe I just don't have anyone else to talk to about this cause I don't really have any friends up here and I have no clue as to how and find some cause I work all the time! Eh Fuck it...


1) Last TV show you watched?
A: I just watched some CSI on DVD. I thankfully live in a land without TV. I get WAY more done now!
2) If you could talk to one person from your past, who would it be?
A: myself...I think it would be interesting to be able to see the differences...
3) What's the last nice thing that you did for yourself?
A: I scheduled myself for an hour and a half massage on Monday...get rid of some tension hopefully...
4) What excuse are you really sick of hearing?
A: I am really tired of hearing people explain away bitchiness due to the fact that the person isn't getting any...I'm sorry I haven't got some in FAR too long but I haven't become a crappy crack whore because of it...SUCK IT UP and move the fuck on!