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ravgonfly

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Monday Oct 18, 2004

Oct 18, 2004
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In the last 3 days I have worked 26.5 hours. Which doesn't really seem like a lot until you figure in that I worked for 12 hours one of those days and that I really haven't had a job for 3 months or so now and am totally not used to working my butt off all the time. It will be wicked rewarding when I get my paycheck, but right now I feel like I am about to fall over.

I found out that the last boy I sort of dated is now dating one of his best friends and helping her raise her new born son. Which on one hand is wonderfu lcause he really is happy and that's what he wanted out of life that he and I would have never had together. On the other hand it make me all sad and stuff cause I don't have a boyfriend or a kid and it just hits a little too close to home. Plus the fact that it made me think about the fact that all the boys I have dated end up getting exactly what they want out of life right after they are finished dating me. I am going to take that as I am helping them to realize what it is that they want out of life and helping them on their way to becoming better human beings. But it still sucks that they get what I want. frown I am hoping that all the good karma that I am racking up with all this community service is going to get cashed in soon cause I am getting lonely and depressed again and that's really no good.

1) How old were you when you first had sex?
A: 16
2) What's your favorite sporting type activity?
A: it's a tossup between hiking, swimming, and bike riding.
3) what was the last movie that you saw?
A: X-Men
4) Do you play RPGs?
A: no I avoid them at all costs. Bad memories.
5) Are you ready for winter?
A: I think I am, but this will be the first year I am in hardcore winter for the whoel season so I am hoping all will be well. though I suppose I will just have to wait and see.
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darkhelmet:
I just wanted to say hey to a fellow Vermonter...there doesn't seem to be a whole lot on here.

1) How old were you when you first had sex?
A:19
2) What's your favorite sporting type activity?
A: hiking, consider pool a sport?,
3) what was the last movie that you saw?
A: Saved
4) Do you play RPGs?
A: only in a video game format...not so much into the live roleplaying
5) Are you ready for winter?
A: yup...I like the winter...though I am truly enjoying fall.

[Edited on Oct 22, 2004 12:15AM]
Oct 19, 2004
fragile21:
You should have lots of good Karma coming your way. I know things will work out for you. You will get what you want out of life. I can see it. And you know I'm right on such things. I will e-mail you shortly. I'm sorry I haven't. I feel like a bad friend. My life feels really chaotic right now. It's not really, but it is in my head. So that counts, right?

1) 17
2) Swimming or hiking
3) Saved
4) Umm..does this count video games b/c I do sometimes. But mostly I play scary games.
5) I am super ready. I love winter!
Oct 20, 2004

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