ravgonfly

I moved. I unpacked. Now I am stagnant. It's kind of starting to get on my nerves. I was in such a big rush to get up here and now I don't have anything to do. I have been here almost a week and have yet to talk to either of the people I am suppose to be working for. I am lost and confused and I still feel like I am on vacation except this time I have lots more of my stuff with me and I have a more comfortable bed. I just want to start working, meet some new people, and get my life into a more functional order. I feel like I am just kind of drifting along doing nothing, but I know I am going to have to start paying bills and rent and stuff so I am starting to freak out in the back of my head about not having any money coming in. *sigh* I will have to make phone calls tomorrow and let people know I am here waiting for them to get me stuff to do and I am thinking of going and getting my new license. But that's only if they will in turn let me vote in November cause I refuse to not vote this year. I hope I can get things going right and make myself bust through all these feelings of self doubt so I can get out there and meet people...otherwise living up here is truly doomed. *shrugs*

*What color is your bedding?
Mine:turquoise...the sheets and the two different quilts I made to go on it.
*What is your favorite desert?
Mine: Cheesecake!!!!
*Which do you like better hugs or kisses?
Mine: thruly a toss up...I guess it depends on who I am doing them with. But I most admit I am a hug whore...I love to get hugs...the best friends I have are the ones who give me a hug every time they see me.