ravgonfly

I am starting to get tired of being on vacation. I know that is a horrible thing to say but I am getting to the point where there is nothing left that's amusing for me to do. I have read I don't know how many books which is a loveliness cause I hadn't been reading too much lately it was starting to make me think I had lost brain cells or something. I have gone to the beach a couple of times, but I always seem to go alone and the beach isn't nearly as fun when you don't have someone to talk to. I really can't shop too much cause I don't have any money that I should be spending. I am just racking up my credit card bill which is going to come back and beat me I can just tell. I really need to decide exactly what I am doing after I leave VT and my time line for doing stuff, but at the same time I really don't want to deal with the pressures of having that timeline laid out for me cause I most likely then want nothing more than to break out of the timeline and do something different. I am sure I'll figure it all out soon in a nonoragnized enough sort of way that will allow me to follow the plan I lay down, well unless something better comes along which it has been known to do.
Randomness and confusion...got to love it!