Have you ever had a time in your life when everything you do or think turns something else to shit, so you can't follow through with what you really want to do? Or you have to be a grown up to keep the things you have accumulated in your life. Do you really need the shit that you carry around with you? Is it necessary to have a closet full of clothes that you only wear every once in awhile or that you don't even fit into anymore but one day you could so you can't throw it away?
Why is it all so fucking complicated? Why can't the good points in life last for longer? Why the fuck can't I just be goddamn happy? It makes no sense to me whatsoever.
I hate my job more and more every day and the only thing I can think to do is quit, but I can't do that because I have a car payment and I have to eat and I keep buying crap that I use for a little while and then I don't look at any more.
I feel like any and all skills that I have every had in my life have left my brain and I am just an empty shell once again.
I don't have a clue how to be social. I don't know where or how to go about going out and being friendly to people. People scare the crap out of me and I really just can't deal with it anymore. I have a few friends and they and my coworkers are the only people I talk to on a regular basis and I don't have a clue how to go about breaking out of the shell I have barricaded myself in.
I got reading glasses, a tattoo, and soon a new job. They always say good things come in 3s so maybe that means the job will actually be fun.
1) What's your biggest fear?
A: that I will let my brain win and never leave my house to try new things and meet new people.
2) When was the last time you were truly happy?
A: The week before last when I was hanging out with my best friend and her bf.
3) What's one thing you have to get done this week?
A: Turning in my resume for my new job.
4) What's one thing you miss about being a kid?
A: not having to worry about money
5) What's one thing you don't miss about being a kid?
A: drama...it seems like childhood is riddled with drama...some people just never get over that stage.
Why is it all so fucking complicated? Why can't the good points in life last for longer? Why the fuck can't I just be goddamn happy? It makes no sense to me whatsoever.
I hate my job more and more every day and the only thing I can think to do is quit, but I can't do that because I have a car payment and I have to eat and I keep buying crap that I use for a little while and then I don't look at any more.
I feel like any and all skills that I have every had in my life have left my brain and I am just an empty shell once again.
I don't have a clue how to be social. I don't know where or how to go about going out and being friendly to people. People scare the crap out of me and I really just can't deal with it anymore. I have a few friends and they and my coworkers are the only people I talk to on a regular basis and I don't have a clue how to go about breaking out of the shell I have barricaded myself in.
I got reading glasses, a tattoo, and soon a new job. They always say good things come in 3s so maybe that means the job will actually be fun.
1) What's your biggest fear?
A: that I will let my brain win and never leave my house to try new things and meet new people.
2) When was the last time you were truly happy?
A: The week before last when I was hanging out with my best friend and her bf.
3) What's one thing you have to get done this week?
A: Turning in my resume for my new job.
4) What's one thing you miss about being a kid?
A: not having to worry about money
5) What's one thing you don't miss about being a kid?
A: drama...it seems like childhood is riddled with drama...some people just never get over that stage.
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