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rwar hoo hoo hoo, Yes my favorite model is gone too, this chick named Bug, she was my idol, and now she is gone! Omg she was the master of photogenic contrast! I joined this site coz of her, now only a handfull of goodness and style remains.......... :[

Thanks for the inpute on my dilemea, it is good food for thought, have fun

So this is it. Im quitting. Everything. (well not everything, but I can stop smoking bowls and drinking whenever, its not like i do them more than a few times a month anyways) If I can't do it, then its rehab time. I'm not letting some dirty fucking meth crystals ruin my life for me. (Im totally capable of doing it for myself, thank you! hehe) I made a promise to a friend on my favorite DJ (Q-BERT!!) that I wouldn't touch it until the next rave we're all going to, and he'd buy my ticket.

Right now I'm scared shitless of this stuff. I don't want to see it anymore. Ever. Anything that makes me feel like I can't function without it needs to fall off the Earth.

I think I should be OK, ive only been doing it for a month, and have plenty of distractions to keep me busy: steering wheel on my computer (x-mas to myself ), SG account re-activated (another present to self) beer, (woo!!) and a best friend thats quitting with me. Theres lots more but I forgot