Depressing rant ahead....
I really hate November. It's one of the only months that I get really depressed in for one reason or another.
Friday will be 2 years since my mother passed so it makes a pretty depressing Thanksgiving.
Also had a long talk with a real good friend of mine last night about life and issues. We figured I need to stop getting too close to friends because every one I do I mess up any chance of a relationship with them. Which I kind of figured that out myself. Just took 5 people to figure it out.. I've also wasted too much time on people trying to be nice for nothing that I just need to go back to my old ass ways. I guess I'm just ready to settle down and be happy but don't see it happening soon. Oh well.
On a good note today's my nephews 1st birthday
I really hate November. It's one of the only months that I get really depressed in for one reason or another.
Friday will be 2 years since my mother passed so it makes a pretty depressing Thanksgiving.
Also had a long talk with a real good friend of mine last night about life and issues. We figured I need to stop getting too close to friends because every one I do I mess up any chance of a relationship with them. Which I kind of figured that out myself. Just took 5 people to figure it out.. I've also wasted too much time on people trying to be nice for nothing that I just need to go back to my old ass ways. I guess I'm just ready to settle down and be happy but don't see it happening soon. Oh well.
On a good note today's my nephews 1st birthday
and my other nephew is turning 2 months old
Hope everyone's having a good weekend.
Edit::: I love my Zannakins ...she always brightens my day when I see her
sorry i took off this weekend.
i just needed to get away,
made it home safe. <3