ravensfeather

"moonbeams
silver rays of lunar light
in a brillant luster of love
sent from the Goddess above"

so it seems that the stress level is going down now, im not
so nervous about moving anymore, seems everything is
going to work out

i went to work yesterday and i kept feeling so fucking bad,
i had a panic attack and had to pull over and cry on my
stearing wheel. then while cooking in the kitchen i keep
feeling like i was going to pass out, so i went and layed down
and they sent me home, so i went to the doctor and they
dont want me to go to work today and tomarrow, i think my
sister is kinda pissed off because this is graduation weekend
here.. but oh well, there is nothing i can do about it.

i dont want to give away my ferrets, but it looks like im going
to, i just dont see the likleyhood of me driving 22 hours,
back here, and then up to illinois again just to get those
little shitlings.....but i love them so much!